th--madness.bs

revived.

2011-09-10T22:15:00.000+08:00

Hi-Lo. Its the invasion of the Martian Nekos.

lololol just kidding. But don't you agree this Green Neko is adorable? You've got to be kidding me if you say its not. Well, hello. It been years since I last updated my blogger. Actually, i'm thinking of closing it down.

Yes. Shut down and lay this blog to rot. Like seriously, I'm lazy to update my blogger.

More of updating my twitter, livej, ameba and obviously, TUMBLR.

Gonna end with an abrupt ending b'cuz i have nothing else to say.

Ciao.

330 post;

2011-04-15T22:58:00.001+08:00

Memories.

i love th way you and i acted as though we're not a couple.
i love th way we kept our secret for 5 months.
i love th way you always keep a look out for me.
i love th way you're always such a jerk.
i love th way we laugh together.
i love th way we share our sorrows.
i love th way we said "ily," to each other.
i love th way how you're always making me smile.
i love th way we always managed to stay calm when she nags.

but all this is over. for th past 5 months, we've been making up stories in front of our friends
such tt they would think we're single. for 5 months we've been going out together, having fun.
it was truly th most wonderful 5 months i had. but its all over.

it went down when she found out. then, we talked less. then, she sends those messages. then, i started
neglecting you because of CCA and stuff.

i really missed those days whr we used to laugh together, smile together, joke together.
i missed th days when you lend me a shoulder to lean on. i missed you, B.

2011-04-05T22:51:00.002+08:00

OMG I FEEL SO LAME. HAHAHAHA.

LOOK LOOK. i created this short story (instead of doing my english) -

Its called.....

MUSHROOMS..?

-- MUSHROOOOOOM!! head.

----------------------------------------------

-- i better start on work before my brain grows mushrooms.

-- I feel a tingle in my head..

-- OMG. I THINK ITS MUSHROOMS!!

-- MUSHROOMS?!!!

-- OMG. MY BRAIN'S FK'D UP! WHAT DO I DO?!!!?!

-- OMG NOOOOO!! MUSHROOMSSS!!! -paranoid-

-- Hmmmm..? Its gone.

-- FALSE ALARM. DAMN MY IMAGINATION.

-- lame. ==

328.

2011-03-28T22:33:00.000+08:00

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG.

ITS THE 328th POST.

Yeah baby.
Yes yes. i've been friggin' inactive. yes. i'm aware. i'm not retarded.

I'm only inactive on blogger and ameba. Facebook? NAHH!!
So you wanna ask me things, please ask through twitter/facebook. (safest & fastest)

twitter: http://twitter.com/iRukiR
LJ: http://irookie.liveournal.com/
Tumblr: http://pouting-lips.tumblr.com/

Rachel's update!

2010-12-19T23:51:00.001+08:00

OMG. i haven't been updating this blog for a century. -slaps-
oh well! i'm backkkk! nahhh just kidding. i'm too bored with blogger.

i just came back from America! ... well sorta' . i came back lik 2 weeks ago.
and i'm totally missing th place now! Good food, good people, good guys~
ahhh~ th bliss (^^)

well! i should have went thr lik during winter, when th snow falls.
i mean lik, even though i was freezing and thr was vapour from my mouth..
i still wanna experience snow. Not lik i didn't, but i wanna see it fall from the skies!
Not on th ground! But still. at least i played with it! :DD

Hmm.. Over thr.. thr were lots of punk ikemen in San frans and Vegas.
And i mean literally. They have lip piercings with th chain thing~ and its connected
to his ear-rings. and and! thr was this guy tt dressed lik ryuutaro! red and black stripe shirt,
baggy pants, eyeliner, puffed hair. wow. i'm amazed.

AHHHHH! i miss america's weather! and especially the people there!
they're so warm and friendly :) and since it has been lik whut.. 10 years since i last
visited America, we followed some weirdo tour. And then. i .. i.. OKAY. it's embarrassing
to say it but.. i'm gonna say it anyway. I.. fell in love . HAHAHAHAH.
yup. with this guy~ well~ he's funny~ and.. -blush-

OKAY OKAY. when i first saw him at (singapore) T3 airport, i was thinking:
"wtf, don't tell me this fking guy is with my tour. is he from china?! cos' his sisters
look lik bitches."

Well. cos' apparently thr was this BUNCH of fking loud china ppl thr too.
and while queuing up to check-in our luggages, this slut touched my hair!

EEEEEEEEEEEWWWWWWWWWWWW.
major gross much?!

And then i was going on and on messing up my hair because her dirty hands touched my hair.
and tt. was. when. he. laughed. at. me.
of course i was kinda angry. but then.. his smile.. OMG. sorry. i was drifting off again.
and then. yheah. and during th tour.. well.. i have to admit. i was starring at him okay.
and then every now and then, i'll find myself standing next to him. :/

OKAY i'm nt gonna be thick skin.. okay, maybe a lil' but..
sometimes when i catch myself looking at him, he'll also be looking at me :x
omgomgomgomgomg. i'm going craaaaaaazzzzzy!! okay.

well..and and! during our flight to San Fransisco from Vegas...
HE WAS STANDING BESIDE MEEEEE. -faints-
and then he was lik talking to my aunt. and then he looked at me and smileedddd.
th way he talked was.. OMG. deep voice. and unlike his sisters, he don't have manners.
he talks lik a gangster. OMG. WTF. i find tt part of him so attractive (@_@)/

and thr was this lil' girl on our tour. we were playing and playing. then suddenly.
she pulled me to whr he was sitting and asked me to play with him together with her.
OMG WTFFFF. -explodes- but of course.. i was too embarrassed heeeeheee.

oh well.. i kinda regret nt getting his facebook :/ not sure if he has one but..
he should! LOLOL. maybe i'll do some partayyy and ask th lil' girl to invite his family :D
cos' she has his sister's email address :/ but i don't want him to see my house -dies-

HAHAH OH WELL. some day bah! when we go fishing!
but in th end. i forgot his name.
--
USA trip "summary"! : http://irookie.livejournal.com/

2010-09-15T21:34:00.000+08:00

seriously, idk what the fuck is wrong with my dad.

he turns on the air conditioning for everyone EXCEPT ME.
sucks.

i even closed my toilet door and window.
BUT WHAT, he didnt on for me. knn.

So, i've decided. i'm gonna leave my air-con on the whole night.
maybe even whole day. to make up for the money he saved when my air-con
aint turned on. he deserves it. tt fucker. it's so obvious he's showing favouritism.
I wanna get a magazine, he will scold. I wanna go out, he scolds.
And don't even give me allowance. wtf. $10 only. what you expect me to eat?!

and when i wanna cut my hair, he give me $10. ONLY CAN GO QB.
WTF. FUCK. I HATE THIS DAD.

I'm so nt gonna fucking give you allowance when you get old.
have a taste of your own fucking medicine.

i.hate. Y O U.

FUCK OFF.

impress me.

2010-09-02T22:48:00.000+08:00

"Impress us"

that was what my teacher said.
to whom? ONE FAT INDIAN PIG & A SKINNY HORNY BAMBOO.

lik hell.
just because they went th extra mile to do a stupid powerpoint presentation,
you're biased to them.

PLEASE.
you think you're seriously making a political speech!?!
LIKE HELL YOU ARE.

Let me tell you this.
My expectations are super.

Impress me? HAH.
NOT EVEN IN YOUR DREAMS.

2010-08-30T22:43:00.000+08:00

HEY!!
today was awesome :)
as usual, school, tuition.
But today, went to re-stock on band picks ^^

W E R E - S T O C K E D ! !

yay!
please visit : reidan-sales.blogspot.com
for more details :)

oh, and again, repeating myself. I HATE INDIANS.
basket. they see me walking towards th front gate, they WAIT for me.
they were fucking standing beside th side-gate switch and they stand aside,
wait for me to open the door for their fucking asses.

HELLO,
you're FAT, UGLY, SMELLY, ELEPHANT-LIKE, FUCKY.
so, what. BLOCK MY WAY? OH GREAT.

FUCK YOU MAN INDIANS.
FUCK YOU TO THE EARTH'S FUCKING MANTLE CORE.

yuu.

2010-08-25T22:44:00.002+08:00

HEY GUYS!

me and ya**** (blocked for private purposes!)
will be setting up a ~~blogspot~~ ... blogSHOP. haha. sorry luh.

well~ items we'll be selling (mostly):
> Band Picks.
> Accessories.
> Unwanted magazine posters.
> CDs (? nt sure yet)

Err.. most things will be related to Visual Kei or Jrock :)
As for the posters.. There will be a lil' kpop, chinese and english artists.

jaa. that's all :)
URL:

PLEASE DO DROP BY AND VISIT!!!
LOVE,
your ever so retarded friend,
Rach (^^)/

2010-08-09T00:48:00.000+08:00

yo. hello. hi. rock out.

i'm back once again. biang eh, th weather really damn hot sia.
firstly...

あなたには愛する人がいますか？
[is thr someone you love?]

well, i bet everyone has. duhhhh. be it animal, human, alien.
im sure everyone has someone they love.

i do. i sure do. i love my bolster. haha. jk.
idk. my mind is focused on takeru. one and only takeru. but maya..
but takeru! i miss him so. i wanna see him here again.

sigh. currently, i think th only one despo for gf/bf is melvin.

as for me,
im despo to hug someone. LOL.
be it boy, girl. animal, alien. homo, bi-, gay, lesbian.
i still wanna gud smth. OH WAIT.

i have my one and only love.
my bolster <3

ok. so this is just a post of random shit to revive my random blog
tt has been dead for centuries. jaa.

2010-08-02T16:53:00.000+08:00

ただいまー

seriously. im damn pissed and fucked up today. *eats apple*

please, for ppl who thinks vulgarities are damn ahlian, you can jolly well
shut the fuck and get out of my blog. cos this is gonna be one hell outta vulgarities.

---

OH YEAH. SO FUCK THE HELL OFF YO!

fucking LUSEN (aka LOSER!) was damn fucking humji today.
well, which day he isnt? HE HIS ALWAYS A HUMJI.

you know what he did today? hell yeah damn im fucking pissed.
he just pointed his MIDDLE FINGER TO AUDREY'S BUTT.
OH YEAH THE FUCK MAN. GOT A PROBLEM?
and then, th FUCKING HORNY teach didnt even care! tell her, she go question him,
he say he just do hand signs, SHE BELIEVED HIM.

WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOUR BRAIN MAN.
YOU FUCKED TT LOSER BEFORE IS IT? HUH. BELIEVE A GUY, AND NT
A GIRL OF YOUR OWN SEX!

B I A S E D.

fuck you teach. see this -'-, T. :)

and he even scolded us fuck.
one more fucking time you insult girls, i tell you.

YOU WONT HAVE FATHER'S DAY ANYMORE.

have a nice day :)

---

sundown pictures in facebook,
sundown report in LJ ;D

2010-07-26T22:53:00.001+08:00

5 more days.

OH YEAH!!

Takeru, I love you uber much ^^ !!

th way you speak in english is just too cute for me to resist (>.<)
th way you dress with th loose striped jacket, tt geek (black&green) glasses.
th way you use english to critise masato's fashion sense...
th way you DIRECT translate th sentence abt your gig in taiwan from jap.
th way you shake your ass on th chair when th host is talking xD

YOU ARE AWESOME EEEEE.
君の新がヘアーカットは最高です！色も！

i should leave ruki for you :x
OOPS. did i just said tt out loud? HAHA. maa, i shall consider it xDD
"i lost my PC in th shinkansen"
PCを新幹線が忘れた -- ROFL idk i got th grammar right but.. yeah he's so cute :3
omg, nono, ruki, i'm nt cheating on you!

host: "so she had to come in and finish this....."
takeru: "SHUTTTT!" (LMAO, it sounds lik shut!)

oh yeah so, takeru, i cant wait to see you this saturday!!!!!!
i'm so sorry i can't come on thurs to fetch you (>.<)
as i have npcc (wtf) F7.

I AM SO SO SO SORRRRRYYYYY!!
takeruuuuuuu~~~~~~
gimme your undies xDDD

2010-06-17T14:42:00.000+08:00

hello people!

yeah so~ i've been cooking alot of spaghetti thses few days..

and i've gain damn bloody weight xD must become fit for camp! jialat. LOL.

siao siao. i cook one ok! edible some more!
LOL.
wanted to cook aglio olio. but no garlic and chilli at home so~ i just cooked plain spag.
damn nice. LOL you want try? *bhb* PFFFFT.
watching NLSG and eating spag. haha nice. ok lah. i want continue my nlsg alr. jaa

my beginning fan-fics.

2010-06-09T00:29:00.003+08:00

WOW.

who'd knew writing fan-fics was tt interesting and fun.
haha. well. yesh. i wrote a fan-fic :D

check it out here :)

leave a comment too! haha.
i got engrossed by it because of ru-chan ): haha but nvm. she's a great person.
i decided nt to do a pervy sick one.
i did a normal one instead :D sorry ruki. i cant be too pervy ):

jaa, gonna find me brother :D
nt gonna be on the next few days D; i'll be on holiday
*wheeeeeeeeeeeeee!* but i'll plurk and tweet xD

---

i suddenly love high heels -.-

oresama!

2010-06-08T00:06:00.001+08:00

yoho!
lawl. i just realised in ameba and blogger, i have th same number of posts.
317. lmao.

today, we went to mengli jiejie's house to try on our costumes in full :D
in case you didn't know, i'm cosplaying -.- haha. yeah soooo....
me met yan yan at farrer park, then we walk walk to lavender :D took train down
to pasir ris. th journey so quiet o.o lol. when we reach, met kaiyin and ml at popular :D
i wave to them but, one aunty behinf them look at me -.- eeyer. who waving to her lah.
hahah im so mean D; but whatever.

took a bus down to ml's house :D
ate lunch, then tried on the costumes :)
it was fun nee~ haha walked around in heels. and to tell th truth..
i think i'm getting better at walking in heels! haha. sooo.. my dress was so damn short
you can see my panties xD rofl. so i wore my pants inside xD haha.
left at 3 and went to tampines with yanyan to buy a shirt for her sis. then waited for 65.
saw alot of 69. HAHA. blahblah. went back. went to my dad's office kahjiao them. lol.
gahhh ok i shall nt waste anytime in this alr.

im watching oresama! yay i've beaten my dream of 100peta and 120peta and more peta! rofl.

nono! im nt short! im just bending at an angle xD

2010-06-06T13:58:00.000+08:00

omg. omgomgomgomgomg.

my keyboard jap is.. BOOMZ alr. gone case. ahhh!
suddenly change to th jap keyboard system. then, my keyboard also
no jap word, how to see which -.- so die die die. how. die.

jialat. time to figure out th freaking prob.
LMAO. marcus just called. ask me go basketball court slack.

2010-05-28T21:58:00.000+08:00

hey harrow! lol it's been idk how long since i updated.

yeah. lol. i just watched shrek. hahah kinda nice. sibei funny.

and th reason im updating today is because...

HAHAHAHA im gonna show off muahahahah!.

omg. im such a slut xD ok lah cos i v happy mah!

hahaha 74 peta! omgomgomg. first time in my amebalife i got 74!!
hohoho! im on th road to 100!
but darn it arh, i velly busy, need peta so many ppl xD

314

2010-05-22T01:24:00.002+08:00

wowmygod.
whatthehell. one fucking A also dont have -.-"
fine whatever.
soooo. got th schedule for trainings during holidays (:
apparently no training~ only next wed have.
then.. 19 need go idkwhr. 25-27 going for ATC.
and you know what ATC means?

NO HANDPHONE.
no handphone = no music. no rookie.
omgomgomg. ytd 6hours alr buay tahan no phone alr. alr cry my eyes out.
now, 3 days eh! suicide. damn it.

yeah so im busying kpoing other ppl mio cosplay.
eh damit lah. haru th thights give wrong, then idk if got cover leg one nt.
bloody fuck. now how? and you know what. i dont feel lik cosplaying all of a sudden.
and th reason is for me to know and for you to find out.

oh fuck it. i seriously want th bass. fuck it fuck it fuck it.
i dont care if i have to rob th bank or fuck someone.
i seriously am in despo needs for a bass. fuck my fucking father.
so what, because of th fucking cosplay, i left 46bucks in my piggy bank.
i have to fast to save for sundown festival and my bass.
wtf lah. everyone has their own electric intruments and i dont have. urgh. whtever.
you didnt even tell me you guys were gonna get it. do you even regard me as a friend?
well i bet my life on it you dont. because you're annoying, irritating and extra.
you can go be lesbian duo. i dont give a fucknig damn. i have longggg considered you a
bitch. tapai ziu si tok wa eh lui. kiampah, tapai gah wa "eehhh" act cute,
sibei buay tahan li. likisi xiong ho. stupid ho. do you even know what FRIEND IS?
it means talking to each other. nt just one person. get it? i bet you dont.
i dont even know why i befriended you in th first place. all you know is
embarrass ppl. act cute. if you dont want me to read/write in th fb, just say it.
dont need to gimme tt fucking fucked up face tt i wanna kick so badly.
you think you're th boss. you ask everyone to do it, they must do it. oh wtf. shut your crap!
i had enough "*act cute* eehhhh~ why you ignoring me~~" OH PLEASE.
i cant stand this fucked up things. and do you know you're damn bloody fat?!
you sit next to her i dont mind. JUST DONT COME KICKING MY TABLE AND CHAIR.
WHO GAVE YOU PERMISSION TO TOUCH MY BAG. WHO ARE YOU?
fucking whore. you are th one tt was ignoring me FIRST. called you, msg you, nvr reply.
made me feel lik an idiot. then always when i busy tt time call me.
COMMON SENSE. ppl busy is wont reply mah.
still come kaopei 'tehhh' me. act cute.
do you know everytime you act cute, i wanna twist your fucking face?
whatever, from today, i wont ever treat you as a friend.

i made my statements .you went out together. asked you if can make it,
you say cnt. but in th end, you went with her. dont want then say lah!
COWARD. everything. you want everyone to discuss smth we all can talk abt.
OH. PLEASE. TTS SUCH A HUGE FUCKING LIE.
you only talk abt things tt concerns you! do you even include me and hupan?

NO.

its nt PMS. because tts prolly what you thinking.
well maybe nt. since you hate me so much.
IM SERIOUSLY DAMN FUCKING ANGRY WITH YOU, CBK.
TADIT KAOPEIKAOBU, BUAY SAI DIAM SI BO?

2010-05-17T00:27:00.000+08:00

OHMYFUCKINGRUKI.

SuG IS COMING TO SINGAPORE!

for SUNDOWN FESTIVAL !!!

omgomgomgomgomgogmogmogmgogmogmogmgomg!!!
omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg
omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg
omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg !!!

omg and my brother is looking at me as though
"my sister is crazy"
because me is fucking jumping around now!
OMG. SuG! #$%^&*!@*&^!!!!

SHINPEI! MASATO! TAKERU! YUJI!
AND MY DARLING CHIYU!

omg ftw. my life aint this good.
first ever jap band performance is gonna be so good.
and its a VKEI band some more! omgogmomg.
this crazy friend of yours is going berserk.

and ruki. man. he is driving me.. fucking crazy.
damn. i just mail him ytd again lah. oh fuck.
i need to go rehab. bye.

2010-05-15T23:26:00.000+08:00

こんばんわ～
えと・・昨日は私の最終の試験です！
ねえ、私は英語を使用します (￣ー￣；　
私の日本語は最悪です。
Well, first of all, i would like to thank the GazettE for everything. (^^)
Especially you, Ruki. That's because, 試験中、ガゼットの歌は、
They were playing in my head. 私の最愛のガゼットが歌は the invisible wall です。
ま、because i'm also the shortest between my friends,
i guess we're on the same boat (＞＜;)
ルキさん、ほんとうにありがとうございます！
あなたは、私の励ましいる！
毎日は、ガゼット songs will pull me through everything.
これから、i would like to express my gratitude and say
thank you to the GazettE, and you, because without all of your talents,
i would not have made it this far.
も一度！ガゼットありがとうございます！
君は最高です！
そう！ルキさん、あなたの英語が改善され！がんばってね！

じゃ、おやすみ。
優。

omg. im blushing.
あー金曜日は最終の試験です！
最終の試験は Home Econs です。
悪いね！最初の質問は難しい！
私は全て・・解からない！
死死死死！

i gues i shall go moan for shunsuke again.
RIP, my very first loved bassist. <3

2010-05-11T21:48:00.000+08:00

hey hey!
first of all, i would lik to thank shuyi for reviving th tagboard :D
and so th freaking retarded is back 8D

soo.. im stalking miyavi~ (LOL)
始まり始まり！はじまりはじまり！！
yayyyyyy~ im at myv max. lvl stalk :D
ehhh wtf. 7000yen. bloody dick. ppl do cosplay do until no money alr.
hahaha. talking abt cosplay. this afternoon, nana-chan and i were
having some fangirl hour in plurk xD

しかし！ナナちゃんと夏お姉ちゃんはひどい！
they took ruki from meeeeee DD;
they go strip him and rape him while i was sleeping T^T
now ruki is nakeddddd *sob* ruuuukiiii T^T
あなた♥　大丈夫？~
ok lah. enough drama alr. im getting goosebums.
me; haha, alright, thanks. cos im doing cosplay -.- and i must quickly stuff it in!
nana; Gahhh... cosplay? This year? Must call me go support you ok? ^_^
i'll bring my battalion of supporters xD
LOL. battalion. rofl.
hahah then we talked abt, of course, fucking vkei (:
laughed lik siaozhabor. crazydieme.
then of course, th part, stalking myv.
I GOT A SHOT ON M ASS 注射いたーい

8:34 AM Oct 16th, 2009 via web

sicko. i pity merori xD fine. melody xD
我很開心能再來台灣,可以吃小龍包！！
10:58 AM Nov 18th, 2009 via MySpace
mvy, th bilinguist.
he was writing lyrics and his daughter shitted. lol.
CHANGIN' LOV'S DIAPERS オムツ替えまくり
11:09 AM Nov 19th, 2009 via web
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OF COURSE MY DAUGHTER'S ONE
いやいや娘のオムツね（僕のじゃないよ）

11:12 AM Nov 19th, 2009 via web
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AND GULPIN' A MILK ミルクがぶ飲み

11:28 AM Nov 19th, 2009 via web
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SHE BURPED ゲップ出ました。

11:33 AM Nov 19th, 2009 via web
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SHE FARTED...オナラも出ました。
11:34 AM Nov 19th, 2009 via web

LOL. imagine. 29yearold fucking cool daddy with
sutra scroll tattoo on his back, body covered in tattoo,
with piercings, nail polish, fucking beautiful hair...
changing a baby's diaper xDD my god. damn cute
-
IM PLAYIN THE GUITAR WITH MA DAUGHTER ラヴと一緒にジャカジャカ中
2:38 AM Jan 17th via MySpace
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I HAVA PIMPLE ニキビでけた

3:36 PM Jan 17th via MySpace
myv. th beauty king. but i still love ruki (:
damn lah. lovelie will be a damn good guitarist.
she has myv's genes. gahhhh lovelie. i love you xD
A baby wakes the world up ラヴちゃん、お目覚めです。
12:54 PM May 4th via web
LOL, bad lovelie!
lovelie terribly tosses n turns around. surely she got it from me.

about 18 hours ago via web
duhhhh. you're her dad -.-
guess i'll stop now (:
nite nite.

2010-05-09T00:36:00.002+08:00

qgahh fine. i was doing art half way until...

ruki told me nt to do it xDD
hahah ok nt literally but still. i cnt ignore ruki right! LOL.
ruki is top priority!

hahah! omg. ruki's chuuuuuuuu mouth xD
first thing i saw when SGD thumbnail popped out.

<3 ruki.

LOL. ok lah. ruki, i seriously needa do art now!
hahah omg he looks so cute in bowtie xDD

2010-05-07T23:39:00.000+08:00

wanted to use this as my plurk layout -.-
but darn it, th timeline BG is wrong.
in th video tutorial, thr's this option for its position.
but when i did th layout, thr's noneeee -'- ftw.
yeah so i didnt use it anw~

gonna create a new one. or just stick to my current one.

http://plurk.com/th_madness

LOL ask me to invite you arh!

OOPS.

2010-05-06T15:16:00.006+08:00

OOPS.

i realised my guitar has been sitting on my leg since i on-ed th lappie.
LOL im such a gong kia.
yeah so today was maths paper 1~

GAHHHHH mr ong came in at th last minute when i wanted to change my ans!
then aft he was gone, th bloody time ran out.
FUCK. wasted 2 marks.

then before paper, FLAT FACED MISS AW FUCKHERDAD CAME IN.
why? because i was sitting cross legged.
you know what she said?
"im sure you heard what mr zuhri said this morning"
she said tt with her fucking flat face and fuggly eyes.

oh yeah im sure i heard what he said. he just said,
"no one is allows to take off their shoes or unbutton their shirt during th exams."
and what?

I NVR REMOVE MY SHOE OR UNBUTTON MY SHIRT.
I JUST SAT CROSS LEGGED.
DOES SHE HAVE HEARING PROBLEMS? OH PLEASE.

FUCK FACE,

TH BALD HEAD SAID

REMOVE SHOES.

STOP FUCKING YOUR FATHER AND TH TABLE AND DIG YOUR EARS.

SERIOUSLY. TALK ABT HER PEK CHEK.
then she also scold yanyan.

HUH YOU THINK YOU TEACH SCARED HUH.

KNNBCCB, FUCKING FLAT FACE,

SMELLY ARMPIT. NVR HEAR PROPERLY DONT COME KP.
YOU THINK WE SCARED OF YOU IS IT?
YOU QUEEN IS IT?
HUH. COME LAH. WHO SCARED YOU. FUCK THEN FUCK LAH.

WHO ARE YOU TO BOSS US AROUND.
YOU'RE JUST A MERE FLAT FACE.
GO FUCK YOUR FINGER.

LOL ; 307

2010-05-05T15:58:00.000+08:00

hahaha seriously. i think i have no life.

normally ppl will be revising at this time for th nest paper.
but me? LOL. im here spamming ruki 8D

so today's history paper.
bloody dick. my essay. my mind blank.
my mind blank, my marks also blank.
LOL. im so saddd DD8

breast face has its unhappy days too you know D'8
yeah imma saddddd...
ytd went swimming~
then saw my jap neighbour. LOL her daughter is so cute xD
she's a mindchamp! LOL.
yeah so her husband's hot. haha. im such a slut xD

hahaha he's hot. because he's her husband.
she's hot. because she's his wife.
their kids are cute. because they are their offspring.
they're all hot. because they're japanese (:

LOL. im so lame.\
yeah so i guess its time for me to spam ameba ;D jaa!

my 306 ; ♥

2010-05-04T23:32:00.000+08:00

oosh. zomg again.

i really need to go see a doctor. yes. a doctor. nt th therapist or councillor.
my lips cant stop craking, and itching.

urghhhhh. itchy!!
freak.
yeah so today was bloody english paper.
darn. whatever. tmr's history.

ftw.

i shall guarantee you tt, i will FAIL th test with flying shit.
i dont even know what fucking lam is talking abt. literally.
if we fail. its all thanks to him. fucker. but nt as worse as tt fucking bitch.
yeah so i suspected tt fucking bitch and her fucking slut did smth.
oh yeah. ignore me? guilty conscience.

well. whatever. wish me luck in failing th exam :D

*gonna chop of my now bleeding lips*

zomg.

2010-05-03T23:55:00.000+08:00

yup. just as th title says.

ZOMG.

seriously! ruki darlin'! if you continue rubbing your *~~dick~~* against th mic., you'll erect.
really. ruki, idk whats goin' on in tt head of yours -.-"

yeah so.. tmr.. ok, nt tmr. today.. in exactly.. hmm.. 7hours time?
yeah. 7hours.

english paper!!!

orz. LOL. got addicted to orz. cos kaname uses it too often xD
yes. kaname sama. nt kazuya of ameba tt freaking-ly has th same mouth as uruha.

yeah so.. english paper. darn.
i was looking forward to going home early -.- but then got 2 papers arh.
so.. it'll end at 1230 F3
or is it? maybe its 1215. ppl old alr. so cnt rmb xD
and thr were rumours tt FUCK DUCK wants to collect art.
HARROW? ART. EXAM. PAPER?
*why do i make typos at paper -.-*
why th fuck do you wanna collect? its need for exams.
you only gave us 2wks of fucking preparations. which is nt enough.
mrs poon gave us 2 bloody WHOLE months. CHEAPO.

well. whatever. talk abt damn pek chek. worser than saga.
well. whatever. (damn i love this 2 words).
i think imma gonna sign out now (:

Rach.

2010-05-03T00:44:00.000+08:00

hey! good... night? LOL.
its 1230am now :DD

LOL i left this on for idk how long and went to play xD
hahah yeah so.. today.. or should i say.. yesterday? xD
ok lah, i shall stop being lame anymore.

so ytd. (fine imma going with ytd.) went to library to watch..
ANIMAL FARM.
oosh. and guess what.. we went with th BABE bixuan!
yeah so meet ky and yy at th library.
then went to bugis to meet kimberly (: man, her shoes are HUGE.
and bixuan.. WAS LATE. nb, bloody fucker.

crossed over to library to met bixuan at th library. cos show gonna start.
then while crossing th road, guess who i saw. edwin. wtf. ruined my day -.-
then bixuan arrived at th library aft being so fashionably late. even later than eb.
waa she even wear skirt leh! S K I R T !!!
and a converse tt was 10000x bigger than her feet. whatever.
must be ppl donate one. omg. im so mean. but yeah whatever, its th truth.
so went in and i almost. ALMOST ok. almost fell. haha no one saw!

so yeah watched th play. danm funny lah.
aft th play, th babe gotta go. wasted. nvr take pict with her.
then kaiyin gotta go too. so yan, kim and meeeee(!! yay!!) went to eat ice cream.
bought vanilla as usual. yanyan bought mango. and kimberly bought mocha float.
LOL eat until halfway, my ice cream almost. ok, ALMOST!
drop. but my tongue flexible arh, held it in place xD then aft 5mins, yanyan's mango ice cream
dropped onto th floor xD

i took picture and posted it on ameba xD
*link clicky.click on th link lah bodoh.*
yeah i know im mean but tts what singaporeans do right!
then she had to buy apple pie.
and i went to throw away a tissue. then this guy he so kind lah. hold th door for me (:
i nvr even say thanks -.- cos i thought he holing for his friend. but he nvr lah.
cos his friends in front. i feel so bad DD; but whatever. he also nvr say! i also nvr call him
hold th door for me xD

yeah so whatever. bought new pencil case also 8D
then came home. i cried. literally. cried.
why? because MizMoron insulted ruki again.
then i just had this feeling and i started crying. th tears just flowed out.
fuck you mizari. fuck you till th ends of hell.

ouch.

2010-05-02T02:02:00.001+08:00

ouchie.
my back hurts. and i just snappedshot for bmg (:

sighhh.
outfit for today?
simple plain long guitar retro dress. shoes. bear.
yeah. bmg. you rock.

and now i wana pee.
and now imma addicted to miyavi.

#1 - ruki
#2 - miyavi
#3 - mappi (mao)

yup. miyavi replaced mappi alright.

gahhhh. look at th time. 2am.
gotta go sleep. and look at ruki :3
jaa~
minna oyasumi

2010-05-01T18:38:00.000+08:00

aoi plays twin guitar. reita dances with cello.

reita's hair is bad ass. kai's laughter is infectious.
ruki's voice is hot. ruki loves to lick. ruki is mine <3
uruha has sexy legs. he plays guitar so hot.
jun is th paragon of manliness. miyavi is an energetic ass.
& i sayang-ed ruki. i ate bao with them. in my dreams.

gonna change my fb prof.
from this chunk of crap. ok nt crap lah but still.
imma gonna change it to :

#simply a girl tt loves visual kei/jpop/jrock.
# i hate kpop. kvk? suck.
# i (H) miyavi. the gazette. sid. alice nine.
& (too many to list out).

conclusion:
my fandom is wayyy better than yours.

nice? LOL. cut short (:

FUCKING BITCH.

2010-05-01T00:43:00.002+08:00

you just PISSED ME OFF.
and to think i'll be gullible and LET YOU OFF.
oh yeah bitch. you think im DUMB?
please. its so OBVIOUS. you FAIL.

if you wanna backstab someone and nt let tt person know,
DO IT MORE PROFESSIONALLY.

please. you fail.
and because of you, my life is turned upside down.
lemme list down your FUCKING points.

-annoying
-irritating
- STOP "TEAH" -ing ME.
- acting cute will get you no whr.
- you're th one whos bitching around
- you're th one tt made us hate you.
- you're th one tt ignored all of us.

conclusion?
slut, get it right. ALL OF US HATES YOU. (well except for your other fukcing pal.)
this is called acting skills! STOP LOOKING AT MY STUFF
WHEN YOU DONT SHARE YOURS. BRAINLESS GUNDU.
YOU THINK ACTING CUTE AND ARGUING WILL GET YOU FRIENDS?

WELL.

THINK AGAIN YOU FUCKING
VAGINA FUCKING SLUT.

N O.

stop pushing! if you are tt fat, then GET A LIFE.
huh, jokes? WHAT JOKES. YOU CAN JOKE BUT WE CANT.
AINT TT NT BLOODY FUCKING FAIR?

YOU WERE TH CAUSE OF EVERYTHING.
STOP PUTTING TH BLAME ON OTHERS.

SHAME ON YOU.
YOU DESERVE TO BE ALONE.

L O S E R.

EVEN MIYAVI WRITES SONGS ABOUT YOU.

let it be this way. we were NEVER friends to begin with.
i hated you from th start. its nt jealousy. its HATRED. get it right. -'-

2010-04-30T22:37:00.002+08:00

harrow!
well, i didnt update. since no one reads my blog anw (:

but today, i just came to say..

MIZARI, FUCK OFF.
I'LL KILL YOU FOR INSULTING MY GUY.
RAWWWWWWWWWRRR.

NO ONE INSULTS ROOKIE EXCEPT ME.
AND "WA EH KAI GAN. TIA TIO BO."

god damnit.
oh im listening to akai kodou.
and i just mailed ruki. i told him abt th bloody exams.
i wonder how he's doing now~
LOL i love it when th pop-up says
"優 Thank you very much Mr.[Ms.]"

LOL. look at what i said to him. i feel lik a retard,
but whatevr. dreamt of him 3x in less than one month.
ytd night dreamt of sitting next to him. so close. his body and mine are one.
his body heat. i'm lovin' it. i love ruki. i wanna hug him once more. will you?

ルキくんー

こんばんわ　（笑）

私は学生です (^_^)v
今、私は日本語を習っています～

ねねー、えと・・　来週は私の試験です　（>_<）　
試験は怖い！でもさあ、ガゼットの為に、
私がんばります！（笑）

ガゼットが新SINGLE、NEXTSCENE　は、
私はそれを期待するよ！

じゃ、私はよくここで終わるだろうね。　
あ！１つの最後、ルキさんは私の神様！
ルキくんは最高！
じゃ！

優。

fine. laugh all you want god dammit.
AWKWARD ENDING!
RUKI I LOVE YOU.
--

shut up bitch. you're annoying.
i know imma bitch. but you're a slut.
and you're slut-ty-ier and bitchy-ier than me.
so just cut th crap and shut.

ガゼット（笑）

2010-04-21T20:44:00.000+08:00

ねえねえ。
これ記事を書くは・・・

あ！ちょっと！１新ペタ！　（笑）
ごめん。

はいはい、これ記事を書くは,
is gonna be based on...

ガゼット歌詞です。

未成年：
誇らしげにかざしてた　孤独というプライドは
役に立たぬ理想へと逃げるための羽だった
誇らしげにかざしてた　自己主張という　「RIOT」
この光の向こうには
自由などなかったんだ

Nausea&Shudder：
In deep slowly sky
手探りの未来に振るえ立ち尽くすならそのままでいい
置き去りの　「Nameless Liberty」が笑いながらそう言った

そして今何処で光を浴びる　揺らぐ未来から目を背けぬ事を誓って。

はい、sort it out :D
this is how imma feeling. too pek chek too say anything.
too crazy to type any longer.

--

終わるはずの夢に　　さよならが咲いてる。

hello dear my bride.

2010-04-17T13:11:00.001+08:00

ahhhh.
i'm melting in th room.
and phew. luckily th beetle from ytd is gone.
man it scared th hell outta me.

yes yes yes. im afraid of flying bugs.
so what. they scared th hell outta me.
since i saw th.. picture of them up close.

*shiver*

alright! urgh. seriously. its. hot.
and thr's parade l8r till 8. great.
ytd's training was... tiring. did change parade 3x?
mam was unhappy with us. so first time 7 mins.
second time, 4mins. last time, she had enough. so 7mins.
then of course, we tio pump.
but we didnt do it for sir and mam.
so did another 20down for mam. my legs hurt.

pt was circuit training. fun (:
im sorry sushi jiejie for making you wait so long D;
ytd's muster parade, we stood behind.
cos we wore half-u. for today's parade. wtf.
then th command so soft we cnt hear. GAHHHHHH.
went back home coughing and coughing.
rawwwrrr. th cause of cough = npcc.
yeah right. thanks.

gonna upload th pictures of stupid things we did ytd on fb now.
hahahaha then prolly i'll upload it here as well.
but guess i'll stop here for now (:
ruki's calling ! and i cant make him wait!
--

i'm such a good girl.
i polished my boots and ironed th uniform.
and now at least my boots shine a lil'.

2010-04-15T22:52:00.001+08:00

well~ its a longggg day.
first day back in school. my table was vandalised. LOL.
audrey and ashrul wrote imy on my table xD
apparently jolene said darren wanted to write too but eew.

tt sissy red.

yeah so jolene was so kind :D
she lemme her physics to copy
because i was lazy to do it xD hahaha im so mean!
yeah so whatever. im here again to tell you all this.

I OFFICIALLY BELONG TO RUKI!!

oh yeah. we had pao together! LOL.
chicken pao some more! HAHAA.
then we slept together <3 wahahahah!
yes. hahaha! i even sayang him you know!
i then pat his head, 'so so' his hair when he's sleeping.
hahaha his hair so soft :3

hahahaha! see! we have an affair!
so now no one can steal him from me!
nt even tt chapalang dude! rawwwwrrrrrr!!
my ruki! mineeeeeee.
hahahaha we even did. tt~ LOL! no lah.
we just slept together~ im nt a perv! im nt horny!
but of course, its a dream lah.
but dream until so real, so shiok some more.
i can feel his heat, his hair~
waa. sei. tt dream too nice alr.
hmph. nt telling you th whole thing! HAHA!
but yanyan knows xD HAHA!!

RUKI ILY!

2010-04-12T19:54:00.002+08:00

well. this sucks.
i'm stuck at home in my room with smth called virus fever.
(fine whatever you spell it. i dont even think its virus.
more lik viral when th doct said it.)
my point (statement) ;

1. i have no energy so im lying in bed.
2. danm im drinking water every few secs.
3. i cant stop sweating.
4. damn headache.
5. damn coughing.
6. damn fever.
7. damn my taste buds aren't working.
8. if i dont recover by tmr, i need to do a blood test.

yikes. this sucks.
cause of it? friday. thanks alot man. im soooo greatful -_-.
inhaled too much smoke and went home coughing lik mad woman.
then th next day, got fever and i cant stop shivering.
and then th next next day (which is sunday), went to see a doct
and he told me its highly contagious and i must do a blood test if
i have nt recovered on th fourth day.

sum it all up and it equals to...
NO RUKI.

urgh. wtf. this damn sickness is stopping me from getting soooo
many times close to my beloved ruki you know! (LOLWTF.ROFLMAO)
this totally sucks. and i cant even taste anything. whatever.
and then some fucking random guy added me on fb and asked why i add him.
HELLO. point being? you are th one tt added me. and he keeps insisting it was me.
cbk. such a coward tt dont wanna admit he's in th wrong.
whatever. gonna continue plurking.

signing off.

2010-04-10T23:07:00.000+08:00

you know. im just too sick to type everything out.
so imma gonna copy and paste from ameba.

Man. yesterday's campfire was fun (-^□^-)

We got drenched in the rain on the way to school
and now i'm down with the flu, fever and cough.

damn.
well. during the campfire, we shouted so
my throat hurts. ahh. jun. well.
audrey asked me why he's always so emo.
and i was lik 'err. idk. how would i know?'
LOL. yeah so whatever.

waited for audrey's brother to come fetch her.
then i walked to the station.
on the way there, zhong lin wanted to prank me
-.- too bad, he failed (^-^)/
he said i was no fun. (wtf?)
and he said i didn't respond to him.
well okay, i was listening to music at that time
and i can't hear him clearly alright.
and while waiting to cross the road,
i saw jun and bryan. wtf. they are so fast!
i still remember when i left school, they
were still chit chatting. yeah yeah.

and you know what. this is such an irony.
i think i'm starting to fall for jun again.
seriously! because i saw him wearing
full-u. damn it F3. he not bad arh!

LOL. (singlish singlish!) he has quite
a number of badges! though he often
''Pon'' NPCC. PON means he skips NPCC.
yeah PON actually means something like
skipping school/ whatever event.

yup. apparently, though it was raining,
they didnt cancel the P.O.P
(which means Passing Out Parade)
so jun was drenched in rain D:
hope he's okay and not sick like me!

haha, guess i'll end here for now.
night,

2010-04-03T22:55:00.000+08:00

こんばんわ！
今日は楽しいです！

Pictures will be uploaded later :D

（笑）
went to iluma.
my brother and ryan went to watch movie.

me?
shop shop shop.

after their movie, we ate ice cream～
DELICIOUS.

and those guys, they were hot.

彼は超可愛い！！！

*LOVE SICK*
hahaha yeah. they threw the ice cream.
yup. literally. once, the strawberry flavoured one
went flying over the cashier and onto the
walkway. man. but they caught my vanilla :D
I still miss that guy. hahaha. stupid me

right. i'll end here for now!

じゃ！

2010-03-31T18:18:00.000+08:00

you know what. im lik so unlucky ytd luh.
because of darren teo YUXUAN. hahaha. caps. LOL. he lah huh.
push my chair away then stupid ppl lik me go sit and hit my ass. bloody fuck.
then go home knock my head. v good. then now, i became a dickhead.
i wanted to type （笑）but ended up typing （悪い）tt is lik th most idiotic thing lah.
imaginee my sentence. its just so.. wrong. yeah. LOL. hanah, now i spamming ameba. LOL.

well. today was damn dicky. LOL. dicky. HAHA. actually it aint tt bad cos had a whole lotta fun
with th Bags Of Faggots (BOF) skipping during th run in p.e~ hahaha lmao. then second recess.
me saw jun. haha! then it was chun hei's bday. he kena kissed. kiss attack! jun just sat thr and laughed.
LOL. noticed i put jun instead of junchan now? lol cos he's damn aimei lor. LOL. no lah. just tt
dont real-ri lik him alr (: haha! yeah so then aft recess went to meet anna and shuyi~ get something.
i so normal arh. LOL. then hist. ah lam. wtf. then math. wtf. then art .WTFHVD.

so stupid smelly fat asshat ms THONGs aka underwear, she started shouting and shouting just because
we were late for her lesson. wtf. so what? art. so what? stroll. so what? huh. got problem is it.
then shout shout shout. give hupan and lohmia yellow form.

WHAT FUCKING PROBLEMS DO YOU HAVE?!
YOU SEE US BUAY SONG YOU THINK WE SEE YOU SHIOK MEH.
THINK THINGS THROUGH YOUR BLOODY MIND FIRST.
STROLL. IT HAS BEEN A DAY. WE ARE TIRED. YOU DONT THINK YOU FAT
AND YOUR VOICE LOUD WE'LL BE AFRAID. COS WE'RE NT CONVINCED.

PHOTOGRAPHER?!? MY GOD. HOW LAME CAN YOU GET.
I BET YOUR PHOTOGRAPY SKILLS ARENT EVEN ON PAR WITH MY MOM'S.
SO YOU JUST BETTER SHUT YOUR VAGINA DISCHARGE MOUTH BEFORE I PUSH
A DILDO DOWN YOUR FROG THROAT.

got tt? yeah well in case you dont know. EVERYONE IN CLASS HATES YOU.
you think you're a teacher we scared? WE LIKE TO SEE YOU SCREAM. spit saliva at hupan?
well YOU NVR DIE BEFORE. "TAD DIT JIU EH HENG ACT CUTE ACT BENG NIA. CBK"
whatever. we cant stand you anymore. better fuck your way outta this school or we're gonna
ginve you more crap.

じゃ。

2010-03-28T22:49:00.001+08:00

right. im totally insane.

cos its lik. i can hear th difference in aoi's guitar and uruha's guitar.

tell me im nt insane.

jun. make sure i see you tmr.

2010-03-26T22:41:00.000+08:00

great. i hate it when SOMEONE invades my privacy. fuck you idiot.

yeah so today was th last parade we had with th sec4 ncos (: it was fun~
but before np, fuck th bloody mr lam.
we pon his lesson cos we HATE him and we dont lik to see him.
20 mins onri mah. so what!?! then we went up blah blah. he say nvm. they today, he come
and fuck with us, ask tt super act cool bald head zuhri whateveryouspellhisname to come issue
a 500 reflection to us. let me say this straight. so what if he issues a 500 reflection?
we are still nt scared of him. becasuse he's just an asshat tt liks to show off and act SMART.
whatever. fuck you. and because of this incident, I WILL GIVE YOU ATTITUDE.
yes smarty-pants. wanna act as th smart alec is it? FINE. see if you lik my attitude. fuck you.
you think you're a teacher tt has th bald head's power you can come fuck this shit with us.
man you're so damn bloody fucking wrong i tell ya'. you nvr die before. i shall curse you bloody fucker.
kaopei so much, in th end, you're just some stupid lame person tt cant stand without th support of power.
so whatever. you issued me th damn reflection and now my hair is turning snow white. literally.
NO JOKE. you laugh, i'll kill you. cos' im dead serious. and i hate it when ppl laughs at smth im serious at.
because you just think you're cool and whatsoever. but to me, you're just nth more than a fucker.
so stop your acting. cos i hate you. dont come and talk crap to me, or disturb me. cos i hate you.

yeah so aft school passed th reflection to venod whateveryouspellhisname. cos tt damn bloody
bald head of a bitch is nt in school. hiao lah. huh. say what 2pm SHARP some more. act tough nia.
fuck th mr fucking lam. bias. because sveta tt big boobie fucked him, he didnt send her for dc.
wtf. fine. i'll tell my mom how fuckingly fucker fuck you are and you're sooo gonna die. yes.
be prepared. my mom kicks ass.

then went for np. whatever. damn hot day and marcus just cant stop shaking his ass.
first event was some event in th field. then rain.
then whatever. stm. forgot. all i know was i saw jun mopping th floor :3 hahaha so fun.
then wtf i wanna sleep now. ok whatever. ignore th sleepy part. then went on to play some
water games. water parade start. kaishi. damn th bloody senior sheng yang -.-
ppl nt wet then he threw th water bomb down and zun zun aim at me lah. cos i arh, v lazy one so i nvr dodge.
and tio lor. -'- kekeke i rmb when we were playing th game, jun was covering his face lah.
lik those 'omg so dreamy~' pose when you think of a cute guy in class. yeah.
then i was lik giving him th 'wtf' face cos he's damn gay. so yeah whatever. his reaction = priceless.
no wonder i lik him :x lol. then played frisbee. oh yeah. i was on th same team as him <3 but still.
cos now i got aoi arh, i kinda dont love him so much alr~ lol he saw me in th dm room xD. yeah so we
tuck out our shirt. lol me aisha and jun we were just standing thr lik statues nt doing anything lah.
even th frisbee fly to me i also dont care. cos th ncos were fighting for it. of course i was laughing lah.
then i caught a glimps of jun laughing also ._. (blush) yeah yeah whatever. then l8r th sec4s threw bombs at th sec3s and us sec2s were just sitting down and watching th show. of course, i was looking out for jun lah,. then, th sec3s threw th remaining bombs at th sec4s. jun smart lah. first thing he did. cover his face lik those 'omg horror movie!!!' whole faced covered one. then he went to one corner. so he didnt tio any more aft tt.
but sasi v jialat arh. whole body wet 8D hahaha. then aft tt errr. forgot. lol
bombs at th sec 4s. hahaha alright. i totally forgot what we did.
i just rmb we talked crap and slacked aft dismissal in th canteen. i saw jun. he saw me. HAHA.
right. then went home. walked to station with audrey :3 ily.

right then. night!

-------

i said to myself i would miss them. but deep in my heart, i miss you th most.

Did you notice.

2010-03-24T16:35:00.001+08:00

th words i typed. when you click "dake"?
if nt. look up. its "when stars fall, an orgy patry begins."
smth lik tt.

Well, th only thing i hate about this skin is..

1. Navbar still thr.
2. The words are all seated to th centre.
3. Some of th codes i added in aren't working.
4. when you get out of my blog, th exit is lame.

Last, th reason.

5. I'M LAZY TO EDIT.

ok. i said it. right. time to nap nap alr.
NAPPY TIME!
night~!

2010-03-24T15:30:00.000+08:00

gonna quote something my darling aoi said 8D

" NO!! NO!! NO WAY!!! He'll have to wait till i done Uruha first. Then he can fuck Uruha's brain out!!! "

hahahaha oh yeah. aoi is... a horny bastard (:
and reita?
" im now and forever your bitch."
and ruki?
" tt's it! im fucking kai in th orgy tonight! called it! "

gazemen are just down right... fucking hot and horny. LOL.
me <3 ruki.
i think i gonna change. well. (edit) ok i changed.
to a ruki skin!!! ruki! damn. quickly release another single. and eff reita.
hahahahaha!

naw, just kidding~
ahh~ still working on my darling ruki fanart :D
but so super fail -.- because my skills so fucking shit lik arh. ruki, must forgive me.
dont pull me into your orgy. oh wait. i'd be glad to be included in your orgy :3
just gimme aoi! hahaha! ok then.
i wanna go sleep alr. today v tired arh. i also dk why.

thanks GAZEMEN. for helping me forget jun-chan.
but.. i seems lik i have a new crush. but steeeeeel. aoi's my one and only DF.
hahaha. my own word. Darling. Forever.

2010-03-21T00:30:00.000+08:00

fine. too used to spamming in ameba arh.
so this is another post :D updates on our cosplay!!

yeah so for th tailor (luckily i got mio!) i only had to spend 50.
ahhh. cheap. again. normally 90 plus 100. so now its half price.
let's do a check-list shall we?

.............. ok im done.

LOL. darn it, need to wear contacts -.-
im gonna stuff th damn thing into my bloody squishy eye.
damn. i hate contacts F3
oh and all i need to buy is...
.contacts. socks. shoes. hat. wig!. rose?

yup. and then. gotta work on our poses.
yeah imma gonna stop here :D

---

oh yeah. i snipped my hair!
so short now :D i feel lik im bald!
lol nt touching th collar so dont need tie to school. but steeeeeeeeeeeeel.
i'll feel weird arh. so imma gonna tie. LOL.

2010-03-20T23:59:00.001+08:00

ooooooshie!
new skin! MY GAZETTE!!!
okok yanyan and my gazette!!! oh yeah. i love aoi so much i forgot what my previous skin was.
LOL. literally. i forgot what it is alr.
but har, this skin nt really good arh. th BG thr got white bits -__- see v pekchek.
but still. AOI'S PICTURE SO BIG! KAI ALSO! hahaha xD
omg why does ruki look lik some old man here?

so yeah, went out with kaiyin, yanyan and mengli jie jie errr... 2days ago.
im sorry! i hope mengli jie jie gets better!! I LOVE YOU *kisses*
met yanyan in th train~ then went to dhouby meet ky and ml :D
but har, i gong gong dk whr we going mah. i thought we going Haru.
but we went to err.. shit. STM. errr... oh. chinatown.
we go see.. err! oh cloths.

apparently th cloth was super cheap eh!
those stretchy material and so cheap!
6.5 m black and 5.5 m white for 96 only eh! so cheap hor. LOL.
i thought it would be around 60 plus 70 bucks.
but in th end, one person 24 bucks only.
then went to see wig. and shoes. and then linger.
went to err! i forgot whr. OH OH. tanah merah. took bus down to idk whr.
first bus, wrong. so went down, flag down another bus.

awww my banana colour shoes we soiled with soil!
since it was raining. DDD:
yeah so took bus, then got down, walk walk walk, then reached some bedok market place.
went to th tailor~ th aunty so cute lah xD her name so cool some more eh!
C.G YEH.
oh yeah for CGs~!! hahaha.
she took our measurements then i went toilet.
th toilet so scary lah D; no lights one.
then got th ventilations. th lock also spoil! damn scary )x

so aft tt, went to have katong laksa~
eh v cheap also eh! LOL. 3.50. add drinks, 4bucks. CHEAP HOR.
lol cos normally who will sell drinks at 50cents right~

oh freak. why i suddenly think of sweets, then suddenly think of him -.-"
nah. nt jun-chan. some senior in primary school :D
met him tt day at united square xDD he selling sweets arh. LOL.
i think he in poly now bah.. hey i still rmb he in green house ok! hahaha memory so good hor!
right whatever.

took a cab down to tampines aft tt.
walk walk, bought my mio hand sock. then went home.
went home, errrr.. bathe, wash shoe, errr. sleep i think. LOL.

yeah so tts abt it :D i wanna go listen to aoi singing alr! haha!
night!

2010-03-18T23:57:00.000+08:00

you know what. i think sooner or later. ok sooner. i'll go blind.
cos' im typing/using th lap in my room without light, without specs.
and you know what what? i just updated my info on abt me in facebook. i shall repost here :'D

me ♥ GAZE ROCK. AOI. REITA.

oh yeah. aoi shakes ass. my fandom shakes ass.
aoi plays twin guitar. aoi plays solo.
aoi is retarded. aoi love kisses. reita dances with cello.
reita's hair is bad ass. reita's hair chops radish.

Conclusion:
my fandom is so much cooler than yours.
so just shut you crap shankari.
"Ambidextrous! Cool right? I know."
you cool? MY FKING FOOT. Y.P.L.P.D!
you are just one smelly heap of garbage at th door.
you are just th speck of dust under our foots (:

well, this is th abt me part at info lah. then for th box at th side~~

♥ The GazettE !!!
HAHA idk what to write :B
me ish friendly :'D but. if you
bhb, then you are just th speck
of dust under my foot. lik th S
person whose size is XXXXXXXXL.

Plurk: th_madness

damn pissed with this bloody pussy fucking asshat.
she even said she's cool. WTFH.

2010-03-17T15:42:00.000+08:00

you know what. i suddenly thought of how i'd fell for 646586.

and its on a friday, during np. last year.
hmmm.. he came. i did drills. but still didnt fall for him tt time.

then during EOY. yeah i think so. idk lah. september.
yes. EOY. end of year exam. aft some paper,
we went to th POMO. LOL. sunshine plaza thr. buy things.
then went to POMO eat ishimura.

then went took a bus home. in th bus, we passed by 7-11 and i saw him.
yeah so i guess its from thr i fell for him.
maybe lah. cos tt time EOY we at 3rd floor mah.
then sometimes he will walk past th class.

lol at tt time no more ichiban alr. HAHA. im a free woman. LOL/
yeah so... but then i forgot abt him and went on with mao and reitaaa :D

and then this year~ me ish totally head over heels for him alr.
LOL.
ok yup. i guess tts it (:\

2010-03-16T18:04:00.002+08:00

everytime i play cassis, your image pops into my mind.

and when i think of you. i'll get tt tingle.

and when i get th tingle. i see you face in my mind.

everytime i see your face, i get remembered tt i hit your below.

and when i remember everything abt you,

i remember th way your eyes look into th horizon.

ily.

2010-03-15T16:54:00.000+08:00

oh yeah. i saw ky's "you rock, you rule" pouch on bmg
and wtf. i rmb jamie.

she is lik such a
damn damn damn damn damn bloody fucking pussy licking asshat.

why? because she came to stay in my house ytd.
and in my room, when i was playing th com,
she open my cupboard, my bed, every part of my room
tt can open one, and LOOK at my stuff.

H E L L O ! ? !
P R I V A C Y ! ? !

if i didn't open my bed (as in my bed got those cupboard one)
i open th cupboard, then i saw my books all over th place.
EVEN MY CDs.

then i rmb i need to see who MS. D is for my aunt.
then she was lik ;
"ORH. your yearbook arh? i see finish alr.
so far your school no handsome guys leh"

i was lik WTFBHYPLVD!?! (oh v vulgar sentence.)
ITS MY HOUSE. MY ROOM. MY PRIVACY.

she keep talking and talking and talking about
her taiwan dramas lah! i dont even give a damn eh!
and i want to sleep one lor. then she will keep
going on and on and on and on until i asked her to STFU.
everytime see her, she will repeat th same old story one.
then this afternoon, she go download alot of pictures lemme
see. HELLO!?! its lik sooo damn obvious im into
jdrama and jmusic more than taiwan one.
and she say i dont understand chinese. WTF.
I PASS MY CHINESE AND SHE FAIL.
WHO IS THE ONE TT DOESNT REALLY UNDERSTAND!?!

then this morning, i waited bloody fucking 30mins
for her to bathe finish.
NEVER WASH HAIR. 30 MINS.
and th best thing is. she just wasted a gallon of water.
i walk into my toilet, no soap smell, then
th sliding door is dry. NO WATER ONE YOU KNOW.
hello, i stay thr one year alr eh. even if nt one year,
its common sense tt when you bathe th water will splash one right?
then will have your soap smell one right?
then she also nvr brush teeth. WTF.

then she tell my aunt.
"orh rachel's toilet alot of soap"
HELLO. i only have shampoo, conditioner and body wash.
you call tt alot. WOW YES. ALOT.
then i was lik telling my aunt i have only
one body shop and one dove body wash.
then my aunt ask her which she use.
her reply was : "oh i think its th body shop one"
YOU STILL NEED TO THINK.

OH WTF. damn pissed.
and she threw my darling heart shape walkman ON THE FLOOR,
and she threw her rubbish ON MY BED.
my room is what!? RUBBISH DUMP IS IT?!
whatever. th sight of her boils my blood.

oh and btw, wanna know whats WTFBHYPLVD?
what.the.fuckingbloodyhellyoupussypenislickingvaginadischarge

this post damn colourful (:

today.

2010-03-03T17:38:00.001+08:00

i finished posting. in ameba. HAHA.
but hor i gonna spam lah. cos me gonna do ブログネタ~
and gonna post abt sid. new single.
i nvr preorder. since yanyan tt time she say HMV got sell type A B and C
for just 24. when you ship in its lik what.. 54 bucks.
con me sia! lik tt i can buy 2 albums alr siol.

LOL. ok~ free then go ameba read. if nt..
tagging is appreciated :D
because you will bring life to my dead tagboard.

http://ameblo.jp/th--madness

---

so in total, 6 times in school, and about 2 hours in mac. (blush) i walked past him like so many times in mac!
and when i called to iman in a retarded voice.. he was there o.O
i think he was confirm laughing inside. lik "WTF." and he sat at the table beside, beside us.
then we changed our table and seats to do homework, and i was sitting in front of him (blush) but he was going off already. phew! i can't relax when he's there. after he was gone, i finally relaxed. evrytime i look into his eyes, its as if he's starring right through. and its also as though he's wearing eyeliner -_-
i know lah. its stupid. i'm thinking too much.

preview of my post in ameba :D LOL. i think waaaayyy too much.

2010-03-01T17:07:00.000+08:00

hohoho!
happy afteroon :D
happy arh. LOL. why so happy? hahaha cos jun-chan was at KFC too!
hahaha but by th time he came in hor, we eat finish alr.
and we were writing th ah kwek diaries.

seriously lor. does she has a problem or smth!?!

2010-02-28T22:40:00.000+08:00

he is mocking me ain't he?
he is making me soooooooo jealous ain't he? he is such a jerk ain't he?
hahaha no lah jk. he's nt a jerk. he is an asshat.

ah!! goddamnbloodyasshat.

now what. a crown ring. adidas. respect me. wtf.

i hate you mao.

2010-02-28T00:25:00.000+08:00

どうも～
今日は熱いねえー

today's competition went well.
and after the competition, we took a bus
down to Bishan Junction8 and senior SY treated us to breakfast.
ate KFC.
and he asked me why we were always laughing at him.

SY; "rachel rachel!"
ME; "huh? yes?"
SY; "why your group of friends always act blur when they see me
but when i walk away, they will start laughing?"
ME: "(acts SUPER blur) hmmm.. well i don't know! (smile)"
SY: "then can you help me go ask them whats th problem?"
ME: "errrr.. well.. ok. :D"

hahaha. and he keeps reminding me.
he was lik
"this is our secret! 这是我们之间的秘密！”

LOL. immature.
after that, went to meet audrey and charlotte.
for flag day.
School > HDB flats > Shops > Chinatown > Home.
well, that was what i did.
insides nt telling you. HAHA. but we had lots of fun :D
well then, i post till here now~
ペタお願いします！
ありがとう～　
じゃ、おやすみ！

the sky was crying.

2010-02-26T22:26:00.000+08:00

raining tears. today.
totally. well, nt bringing up th points first. cos tts th end of th day. start from th beginning shall we :D

math test today. die. 100%.
well, confirm one. cos i everytime fail math. haha.
duahnehneh.. ok lets name her dnn (credits to yanyan~~ ). so she came to our class.
her boobs were so big, tt even her bra she also cnt wear -.- can see her nipples sia.
so gross lah. nt lik we wanna see or anything lah but steeeeeeeeeeeeel. HAHA.
so yeah. recess as usual. D&T students stayed back again. man whats tt teach's problem!?!
aft recess had english. luck-ri nt my turn yet. HAHAHA cos i got no. 20 eh!
last one. LOL. so heng sia. aft tt have art with retarded kwek kwek,

seriously. she thinks she have tt ms panties with her we scared. then scold us.
us us to carry our chairs. then EXTRA robot li come kaopei. ask us stand. walao.
stand of a total of lik approx. 1 half period. wtf. tt sounded so wrong.
and kwek kwek bias one lor. darren and weilun nvr stand outside eh.
she even dare to bully ashrul eh! l8r he miscarraige how uh!?! stand stand stand, then
fucktard shankari and her dildo face (which is totally unimaginable even if i describe it) she give
us she her attitute. kwek punish hupan just because shankari laugh. eh as th chairperson hupan has
th rights to ask her to shut her stupid vagina licking mouth right?
and then, tt stupid kunji sucker come gangster, ask hupan stand. then she say cos she shout.
WTF. shankari shout she also nvr scold. kaopei. no wonder no one wants you. cos u have
a dildo look-a-like face. stupid ms kwek. fuck u to th depths of hell. fuck u sia. call enma ai come arh.

npcc. internal conflict -_- and tears were shed. ok lah. i feel damn guilty ok.
lik elton is sick and we didnt even know and he still ran 3 2.4km for np. waseh, i so... touched?
HAHAHA, whatever. me saw jun-chan march today :3
hahaha apparently he same rank as us onri. lcpl. so maybe he taking th promo test with us?
(blush) OH YEAH. hahahaha. paiseh. i a bit.. nnogk alr. LOL. ok lah idk how spell
but its kinda lik pronounced as 'nng~nogk'. hahahaha idk how explain. it just is.. crazy.
yeah sooo~ kena pump. then.. my knees now v pain. hahaha. th wound pain. D;
jun-chan~jun-chan~jun-chan~ woo~! haha. well he saw me in full-u. so i wanna see him too [:
aiya, whatever.

thanks for th peta ppl! i love you kazuya!

it was because..

2010-02-23T23:09:00.000+08:00

you weren't thr for me. and i cried.
i cried. just because you weren't thr with me, protecting me.

-

oh yeah so whatever.
evening :B

you know what. i think im crazy. crazy in love. yes.
i had th weirdest dream last night.
and my alarm just had to ring and wake me. wtf.
so yeah.
i dreamt tt me, and some random guy (which idk who he is cos his image was blurrr)
and my asshole cousin and his gf were lik going on double date.
ok lah idk why i would wanna go on double date with him. i'd rather go with.. some one else.
so yeah. we shared an ice cream smoothie~ haha (blush)
and then. just when i was abt to take a closer look at his face, my stupid alarm rang.
so yeah, i missed my chance of seeing my future. AH SIGH.

yeah so today i fell down.
damn pain. bled. and those fucking retards just pushed their way into th train without letting me through.
lik WHATTHEBLOODUFUCKINGHELL.
so i copy them lah. i stood down thr in th center, then wait until i shiok alr,
i also push my way out.
and th best thing is, ppl from everywhr was looking at my knees.
lik HARROOW!?! nvr see ppl injured before arh. kiampah.

D: i sit, th thing dry up, stand, bleed.
stand, dry up, sit, bleed,
regular cycle. and when i bathed just now. man. i almost died in thr.
but at least now th wound is much better than just now.
just now my meat was fresh. pink car-rrour some more!
now red car-rror. LOL.

ok lah. gonna go alr.
so night ;D
-
im th master of fantasy. LOL. i daydream abt th impossible. just lik mao.
omg. this pig is so cute x3

☆

2010-02-20T23:38:00.000+08:00

copied from ameba ;D
http://ameblo.jp/th--madness

FOX　です！！
私のお気に入りのブランド　

今日は　（２０１０．０２．２０）
私とヤンヤンちゃんは、一緒に出て～
楽しかったですね！！

yeah, so we went to orchard today～
yes, today!

私、私の先生の真似された～
he is such a drama person.

yeah our hearts broke into a million particles today
because haru goth don't have stocks for the picks!!

No SID, not even the GazettE! ohmygod.
wtf?
our heart was broken into a million pieces.
after that, went to have KFC :D
man, the floor plan sucked.
after that, went back to haru goth.. AGAIN.
hahaha. then went to Pan In The Box ;D
oh yeah～
after that, lets see... went to city square mall to shop.
bought kaiyin's present ;D shhhh! its a secret :D
right, i shall end here for now :D

-

total spending of... alot. glad my mom gave me extra.
bought a pick for kaiyin ;D silver metalic one.
and a hello kitty sticker ;D
and a mirror xD

2010-02-19T23:23:00.001+08:00

you think i care?
these few days u have been such a bitch.

-

racism. it always gets in th way of friendship.

he's torturing me.

2010-02-19T23:14:00.000+08:00

is this for revenge?
was this because i ignored him?

please don't be mad.

鈴木　亮　（れいた）

2010-02-17T18:53:00.000+08:00

うわーれいたは可愛いねー
れいた君かっこい！れいた君は大大大大大好き！

れいたくん！あいしてるよね！
マオにゃんも・

今日は楽しいね～
馴ちゃんパス歩いた。（ちゅう～～～キース）

hahaha ok lah enough. LOL.
this post is meant for my OUR darling reita ;D
Suzuki Akira 鈴木　亮 (REITA)
BASSIST.

Birthday: 27-05-1981
Birthplace: Kanagawa
Blood Type: A
Height: 172cm
Weight: 55kg
Colors: purple, red, white
Hobbies: watching movies
Brand: Cropped head, Lock
Cigarette: Mild Seven Lights
Family: Mother, grandmother, older sister
Animals: parrot
Previous Bands: Karasu, Ma'die Kusse, Kar+te=zyAnose

ok la, i know for some of u this is lame shit. but..
yanyan and i sacrificed our fandom to reita!
LOL. ok lah. i shall nt continue being lame alr HAHA.

2010-02-16T01:48:00.000+08:00

second day of th new year.
went to terrence's hse today.
LOL we were talking abt fat ppl.
esp mandy. LOL. marcus was saying
'if she sits on my BMX, th wheels will bee rubbing against th brakes'

HAHAHAHA he so bad.
hahaha nah. its th truth. LOL. cos he said his bike can only hold 112kg
so him 60kg + mandy 91kg = ... 151kg. WTF.
lol so today yuki came with him too :D oh yeah i love her xD
hahahaha she is so cute xD

talked abt food and then him working as a chef blah.
then he said those malay chefs working thr had to eat pork too D:
its their job. and he has to eat beef too.
he says his boss is bad. lol. he made th malays eat pork because they wasted over 60bucks
worth of steak ):
i mean its lik u can just cute their pay what.
why must u punish them by making them go against their religeon?
lol then we were lik high-fiving when we said we lik miso soup.
yep. me and marcus adore it.
lol th best thing abt japanese food is their miso soup :D
lol ok i shall stop here alr. hahahaha must finish my emma ai arh.

lol. night.

-

wtf. my bro has more angpows than me.

シドのPV

2010-02-16T01:43:00.003+08:00

シド　-　Sleep.
作詞：マオ作曲：御恵明希

いい曲やな～楽曲がいいね！！
マオくんすごいね～　
やっぱ、マオにゃんの作る歌詞はサイコー
明希も愛してます！！

はははコメントリングは・・・

ははは、マオにゃん可愛いね！やほ～～～～～
(笑)

私はこの日、
再度のPVを見て終了しなければならない。
でわ、みんなさん
バイバイ！おやすみ！

2010-02-15T00:44:00.000+08:00

eh, wtf lah.
smsyo just had to ruin EVERYTHING.
i plurked sooo damn many times on my phone and they nvr even posted it.
wtf. wasted my sms eh! see, now only 14th, but i alr sent 740 msgs.
and most of it DID NOT get to plurk/twitter.
wtf. ruin th holiday mood. i swear i will nt use smsyo for th next few days until feb is over.
come lah. huh, fuck u 3 guys tt created smsyo.

-

yeah so i received 22 angpows today.
should be 24 luh, but idk whr 2 others went to. nt fair lor. my bro got more than me F3
but still...
today quite fun luh. LOL.
cos marcus brought yuki chan overrr :D
oh yeah~ his gf luh ofcourse (: i love her piercings and esp her tattoo :D
oh yeah~ though she looks bad, she aint bad~ hahaha she is good~~
lol th 4 of us, marcus my bro and yuki. we were lik talking crap lah.
LOL. then dalton came late~ cos he was working xD

ah whatever.
signing out.

tired.

2010-02-14T01:21:00.001+08:00

oh yeah. rasmus.
want his DA account? LOL nah. nt ginving it to you! he's 22 wor! dun look lik :x
hahahaha.

me and yanyan playing pigg~
lol me and my big head in pigg. i just cant get enough.
too funny alr.
me just finished my emma ai fanart :D
i wanted to draw kikuri inside also. but... cnt lah. lol. i draw her on another page.

see hor, if cover th right eye, then look lik.
if nt, is lik some weirdo. look :D

yay. guess which is me.
which is yanyan :D LOL. mao's notice on th board.
LOL! i just realised its 123. and mao change back to his original pigg form. nt th monster one -.-

2010-02-13T11:13:00.000+08:00

LOL. you know, ytd, we had th CNY concert right?
before tt, was english.
had it in th library. cos doing speech arh. so do in library lor~
hahaha billy's undies was grey. i nvr go see one lor!
is he jump on melvin, then his panty was exposed. LOL.

hahahaha then when going toward th stairs, idk why th BOF suddenly go form
a train, then me and iman go join, then almost every childish one of us was
playing train luh! HAHAHAHA.
but then we broke free lah, cos th train went into BOOOMMZXXZ.
ahahaha no lah. just tt they go swerve here swerve thr xD

ok~ lol done with enma ai alr~ LOL. nt gonna show you!!

2010-02-13T10:48:00.003+08:00

☻/
/▌
/ \ yo. HAHAHA. eh this thing v cute eh! <<<
hahaha his name is BOB.
yeah. LOL. found him on a comment in fb xD

oh oh and.....

(̅_̅_̅_̅(̲̲̲̲̲̅̅̅̅̅̅(̅_̅_̲̅м̲̅a̲̅я̲̅l̲̅b̲̅o̲̅r̲̅o̲̅̅_̅_̅_̅()

and...

/(..)\ ('..)
./♥\. ./█\.
_| |_ _| |_

LOL! so cute sia. xD
hahahaha ok luh. i gonna go alr. hahaha prepare for spammmms xD
lol i drawing emma ai, FAIL.

2010-02-13T00:59:00.000+08:00

LOL you know, tt retarded justin chan was lik chatting on msn with me luh. he damn retarded.
wait arh.

th girls so fker dot.
say serious then come lik tt. LOL.

ok luh, i lazy go do th others alr HAHA. so i just copy paste.
ok from.. idk luh. th 3rd msn chat pict. th one i said 'those girls so fker dot'

優 // says:
waa. all hor.
Valentine's Day is gonna suck man... says:
wtf...
優 // says:
so wtbfh one
Valentine's Day is gonna suck man... says:
wtbfh means?
so long...
優 // says:
wtf + bloody hell.
haha
Valentine's Day is gonna suck man... says:
haha
優 // says:
waseh ur sch th girls all v open eh
they confess to u
lik face to face.
Valentine's Day is gonna suck man... says:
see har
[c=#BEBEBE]Michelle, [/c][c=4]♥[/c] said:
AIYA
I PLAY PLAY W YOU ONLY LA
You no fun one

WTF...(this was his comment.)
優 // says:
wtf. play play. then still say serious.
Valentine's Day is gonna suck man... says:
ya la
haha
funny hor c'b
優 // says:
hahaha ya lor. ask her go die. HAHA.
jk.
Valentine's Day is gonna suck man... says:
haha
k la dun disturb u
優 // says:
orh
xD
Valentine's Day is gonna suck man... says:
bye
優 // says:
bai
Valentine's Day is gonna suck man... says:
bye
優 // says:
ok ok luh, bye
Valentine's Day is gonna suck man... says:
bye

LOL. th words in blue are his.
yeah apparently, tt girl, th michelle, she so asshole luh.
at first she was lik confessing, th next, she said, "YOU NO FUN ONE"
eh. lik.. wtbfh? and she can still say serious when tt retarded justin laugh.

LOL. see, i can become councilor alr. HAHA.
he v asshole sia. say bye so many times. HAHA.
whatever, i go sleep alr. HAHA.
actually hor, no lah. i just go my room jump. so bye.

2010-02-12T22:40:00.001+08:00

hey hey~
today hor, for once. in th entire HE lesson... we actually HAD fun.
yep. and i think its only this once. COMFIRM one.

why?
cos we were talking abt guys wearing sanitary pads. HAHAHAHAHA.
eh, we did nt started it lor. is th teacher. tt duanehneh, tt big boob.
she was lik talking abt constipation, then if next time grow up alr hor,
then th butthole will lik have pimples or smth then cnt shit. and tt will lead to th skin peeling off
then it will bleed and then guys will eventually need to wear SPs.
LOL.
yeah so laughed, blah. and bixuan was sooo PATHETIC. yes. stress on pathetic man.
seriously lah. no one one sit with her so what. who ask her to be a bitch. such a fucked up bitch.
obi lor. HAHAHAHAHA NO ONE wants to sit with you man HAHA.
unun~ left sch aft th concert~ luckily waited for yanyan outside th staff room :D
cos then i saw junchan xD his phone is white in grey casing one xD
then.. iphone? nah. i think its samsung.
then blahblah walk with hupan~ then lohmia audrey they all.
then sat down while waiting for audrey to strip. HAHAHAHA. then junchan walked by~ (:
kekeke. then walked behind him. till th station. then he dk go whr alr. HAHA mac i think.

-
aft concert, went to staff room.
thr, i saw him again. tt bloody guy tt made me nose bleed.
ok luh, nt literally. is made my nose run.
he lor, sleep in front of me. -'- nabeh. dun wan sleep some whr else,
must sleep in front of me. huh huh~

--- going out first~ ---

LOL i left it thr at 7. then i just came back. so gonna post again xD
lol ky was lik 'i have a crush on rachel'
'aww!!! waa then tt rachel girl must be v luv ky~ ok shhh~ i wun tell her!'
'you better nt arh'
.... blahblah
'ok you better dont cos im gonna surprise her on valentines day ;)'

LOL. i so lame lah.
aiya, i'll stop here. cos im gonna eat yoghurt!
are you jealous~~~~~ LOL. k luh. :D

2010-02-11T23:02:00.000+08:00

aiya, back v pain so this is gonna be short.
hahahaha sit in front of th laptop too long alr xD back pain xD
i wantt cokeeeeeee~~~~~
i just finished a bottle. but im craving for moreeeee x.X
hahaha alright. enough, i'll get yoghurt l8r~ i know u're jealous~~ LOL.

went home at 730 plusplus. got on th train. saw mr R.
yeah. he's err err... errkerrkheem! *ehem* nth nth~ nth happened! *acts soooo unnaturally normal*
yeah. so i think i kinda.. fell for him again... NAH MAYBE NOT. haha.
wtf. irony. whatever. i wanna stop here and continue downloading pictures xD

-

its been awhile since i went to mao's blog.
though th spams were just.. WTF irritating. i still didnt.

俺のセイ。愛サレテハイケナイ

2010-02-09T20:48:00.001+08:00

ehhh~~ wtbfh lah. i lost th art mind map -.- WTF

ahhhh~~ stomach pain~~~ LOL.
i wanna shit. HAHA. nah~ just kidding~~!
you know, ytd.. BX digged her nose lik thr's no tmr luh! and some more she was looking at
wl th whole time. still say she dun lik him. and when he wakl to his place sit, she also look at him.
HAHAHA i boliao go observe her xD HAHAHA
aiya. i go toilet.

back :D hahahaha.
yeah so today's training cancelled~ cos got lightning warning thingy.
whr got lightning lor~ got sun, even if no sun, th system also off alr mah.
netball and soccer can continue eh~~~~~~~
so whatever. went to th swing. laze, talk crap. eat shit. then decided to go huiling's hse.
but in th end, i didnt go.

SORRY.

cos i pei kaiyin mah~ LOL. we had so much fun being conned by th M&N machine (:
ate corn. hahahaha. then walk talk.. blah. as usual lah.
oh great, my bro is finally awake. tt sleeping beauty -.-
walao! th chicken rice i bought home for him, th chicken so nice, so many meat!
th one we ate at th hawker so less meat. FAVOURITISM. LOL. jk.

alright, whatever. going now :D BYE~

2010-02-07T22:01:00.000+08:00

ohmybloodyfreakinggod.
thedamnweatherisfreakingkillingme.itssobloodyhot.howthehelldopplinafricasurvive?!!

hothothothothothothot!!
apparently im sweating lik shit -.-
and why? because im scrolling
down down down down down
yeap. damn luh. th doct gave me th toopid med now make me so so.. uncomfortable.
all th phlem..phelm.. AIYA. whatever u spell it. th (phe-legm) WTF. HAHAHA i fail.
all stuck at my throat lah. gross. eew.
hothothothot. th conversation with th doc is lik so awkward -.-

****10 secs passed since i entered th room********
d; **finally** rachel.
me; yup.
d; whats wrong with u today~~
me;cough.
***************silence while he takes temp. and use th.. Stethoscope..check..***************
d; cough and flu
*****silence*****
d; i'll give u some sweeter medicine
me; (im thinking... YAAAYYY)
d; u need mc?
me; yeah. actually hor, today i have cca one -.-
d; ok. *hands me mc*
me; ty. *walk out*

so nice rite~~ LOL.
my phone and walkman gonna BOOOOOMZZ alr.
i've been connecting them with th laptop since just now o,o
hahahaha. k luh. will end here (: BYE.

2010-02-05T16:22:00.000+08:00

hey hey!
afternoon :D hahahaha xD
just came back from th doc's (:

i sick alr sia! HAHAHA. sick as in th sick tt sick nt th sick sick tt sick.
so i didnt go for npcc today.
waa, good lor, i nvr go then no sun, i go then have sun -.- wtf.
heaven wants me to get blisters on my hand is it-.- my hand ok lor. so no more burning blisters.

im such a kind sister ok! *ehem*
i sick hor, i still go buy lunch for my bro to eat eh! LOL. bought mac for him. saw yanyan's senior marissa
thr (: she's such a kind person :D she walked me to th mrt station eh! i so touched lor.

in th morning. From whr i was sitting,
私は、馴ちゃんは見てるよ～～　あ～馴ちゃんは大大大大大大すきです！！
はははは　"何これ？！！ちょ楽しい！"
ははは嬉しいですねええええ～～～
今日はね、馴ちゃんは、彼の健康診断を受けていた～
もう！私はそれを逃す！（泣）

so whatever. today we made sponge cake.
haha me and ashrul were lik acting lik retards, taking deep breaths when th cake is baking xD
hahaha i know we v lame luh.
th shortest girl and th shortest guy in class partner each other xD
ya luh, laugh la laugh la.
but partner him hor, i lik future-mother-in-training lik tt wor.
i must help him do this and tt, then his apron loose alr, must help him tie.
then help him clean, help him keep th cloth -.-
i feel lik a mother man -_- WTF.

WHATEVER.
aiya, i lazy post anymore xD
more on ameba xD
and its time for my nap D: night!

-

http://ameblo.jp/th--madness

-

we found out, bixuan is.
a transversal, but she still don't wanna admit it
she's just afraid WL won't lik her!
don't you agree she's a dork!

-- to th tune of "this old man he played 3~ he played nick nack on my knee~~
***PS bixuan can change to ms kwek.

2010-02-03T22:42:00.000+08:00

yoho!
aiya, updating for th sake of updating only. HAHA.

oh yeah~
bloody lusen CRIED.

MR ZUHRI ROCK.

he made him cry :D
stupid lor he, lodge complaint, then mr zuhri ask him
"did u scold slut?!" in a nice tone luh.
then he hesitate, "uh..uh..[DUUUUHHH]...yes."
then zuhri was lik asking him who luh. and he DARE TO SAY.

th girl with th birthmark. AND WTFD. he POINT.
RUDE.

fuck you.

then for all i know, cos my STM huh v serious, so all i rmb was
zuhri shout at him then he cry. AND HE DARE TO COME AND TALK COCK.

WTF?! did he? i think he did. yeah. he still say hupan chinese nt good.
WTF.
fucker.dot.

aiya, mou, i wanna sleep alr HAHA.
chiong hmwk then pack this and tt then sleep :D
so guai hor xD ofcos luh. i rather dun sleep than go dc. dc makes me feel lik dummy
luh. lik a retarded starring at th wall only without th hat 'i am retard.'

HAHA ok whatever.
oyasumi :3

2010-02-02T22:06:00.001+08:00

th start of this month sucks. BIG TIME.
first. what happened today. WTF. thinking of it is lik soo. soo.. embarrassing luh!
walao.
alright, here goes. im gonna start (>_<)
*breathe~~~~*

ihitmycrushsdildo(okwait,its..isit?ilovethworddildo)
okwhatever.idkifihithiscock/butt/beltoranypartofhislowerbody-,-
ireallydidnttodoitluhcan!!itsjiahuijielor.sheaskmeformyphone,thenjustnicejunchanwaswalking
pastandthenihithiswhereeverttpartislor!hisfacewas...wtf+HUH?!!+O,o+(-з-)+(x_x；)+(;´Д`)ノ=hisface

wth. ok i said it all out.
hahahahaha nee~ aiyo, can i type in jap? idk why i just feel lik it (:

こんばんわ～～（可愛いヴぉイス）
ははは、みんな！知りますですか？！！今日はね、私の伯母さんの誕生日です！！
伯母ちゃん！！誕生日おめでとうございます！
今日は・・・４２歳・・・・！！！

万歳！あなたは、４２歳ね！！
はははは、お婆さん！！
はははははは！
私は、マオにゃんグループの男は大嫌い！！！
チョくしょう！ああ！！
あ、じゃあ、みんなさん、今日は私のばか先生は、ほんとにばかです！
（Ok luh, we all know she is but..)
先生は大嫌い！先生死ねえええええ！！！

ok ok i had enough. HAHAHAHA.
shhh! you didnt know what i said~~ right, going back to topic (:
so toopid lusen (aka l.o.s.e.r) he such a retard luh.
and i though i was an asshole and we're losers but seriously man! he suck dildo and dick.

he dare call us sluts luh! and we nvr even scold him luh. we were just saying how cocky kwek is.
and we were just laughing la. who so free go laugh at a dick!??!
and when mr lam ask him, he was lik 'oh, i scolding myself' WTF.
which guy scolds himself slut?! WTF. act guai la.
even xwh warn him his attitute can get him kena beaten he still heck care. he nvr see piakia before is it?!
ok, i show him. fuck with me, i fuck back. try me luh! see who goes down first.

come, gan recruiting!
ok nt recruiting. is meeting. HAHA.
he nvr see before, i show him arh! i call my cousin's yakuza gf yukichan come down arh!
huh, i think he see her AMAZING tattoos alr run away lor! even zuhri scold him he CRY.
what a GAY. GIGGLO. he nvr see before paikia right, I'LL SHOW HIM TH REAL DEAL.
come luh, huh. see my cousin kills u first or u run away first. bloody dick.
th only 'vulgar' word he knows is slut -,-
even bixuan knows what is CB luh. and fuck.
EVEN SHANKARI KNOWS.

whatever! even though yukichan's a gangster and she has a sleeve length tattoo and mouth piercings,
i lik her~
and her smile is so pwetty :3 if i were a guy, i'll marry her~ LOL.
lucky marcus got her luh. walao and he say he gonna change l8r on -,- WTF.
how many gf he change alr?! huh uh?!! uncountable.

WHATEVER.
im pissed. off. so eff off.
if lusen tt loser make me angry again. HE BETTER WATCH OUT.
i make sure i bash him until he himself or his mom dun recognise his face.

come luh, try me, i bash him up. i make sure he bleed and he has period.

-

fuck. STM. forgot what i wanted to say.
oh ya, i just wanted to thank xwh :D
he's such a kind dude :D i'd rather have him as vice chair than a loser la.
he helped us covered so many things (:
YAAAY~ thanks wenhan :D hahahaha u dog xD

super pissed.

2010-02-01T22:18:00.002+08:00

wtf luh. damn pissed off can?!!
first things first, WTF. i shall list it in points.

- i plurked and tweeted using my phone but bloody smsyo didnt plurk/tweet. waste my fucking $
- My mom pulled my Pandora Hearts earpiece and th damn fucking thing is spoilt.
- My hand kena cut, i tell my mom, she scold. WTF.
- my dad keeps extra-ing. dont try and make me laugh in this situations.
- my bloody dog brother is such a dog.

wtf?!! i think this bloody laptop gonna spoil alr.
HAHA. i just keep banging and plucking out th keys (: habbit.
blog spamming going on in ameba (:
hiroko* chan really v jialat. she kena spam by me. tts th bad thing abt being my reader.

LOL ok luh, this next paragraph will be lik so awkward cos i went back to topic.
urgh fuck. and when i told my mom one piece of my damn bloody skin just peeled off, she still
come kpkb, tell me;
'bite some more luh! huh, cut again luh! huh, swim swim swim, everyday go swim ofcos lik tt luh!'

eh, lik so wtfh luh. i also nvr everyday go down swim right?!
some more, which student th hell in their right mind will swim everyday?!
k la, i phrase until v weird la but still, siao lor she! i only holidays then everyday go swim can.
with school, me ish every sat/sun then go swim one lor!
and i DONT bite my middle finger. i only bite my thumb and index finger cos i suck them (:
hahahaha yes la, laugh all u want. cos im still a big oversized baby (:

and my middle finger is reserved for pointing to ppl and showing off how beautiful it is.
so why th hell will i ruin it?! and besides, i love my middle finger.

wtf i think i can lik explode any moment.
fuckfuckfuckfuck.
just gimme my pillow. *shouts* ok.. wait. *shouts louder*
wtf tt didnt work.
*bashes pillow* im still angry.
*knock head on pillow.* WTFH. AIYA, I GO MY ROOM JUMP LUH.
(th time is..: 1007pm :D)

alright im back. now its 1011pm (:
jumped for 4 mins -,- but can guarentee i nvr grow tall one.

whatever. talk abt this i pekchek alr.
so change. topic. :D.
mao.
he is such a old lady. obaaaa samaaaa xD
he hor, lazy spend money on buying bath soap so he said he uses shampoo to wash his body.
WTFH. and he buys head to toe shower. -deskdeskdesk-
he hor.. death of me. MY FANDOM IS TH DEATH OF ME.
but he always waste money on plushies and bags and facial products and curry and manga -,-
he has problems. serious ones.

aiya whatever. ah, i calmed down. as usual. he always calms me down :D
banzai for mappii senpai!!

2010-01-31T21:37:00.000+08:00

eehhhh
soooo WTF luh.

マオグループ full with 10,001 members alr eh!
-deskdeskdesk-

WTF at myself for nt reading his blog luh. WTF.
despite all th spams from ameba.

WTF. MAO. KICK OUT TH GUYS AND LEMME IN.
HAHAHAHA.

i must go crash his room in pigg alr xD
HAHAHA i ask jorge gimme CandyG HAHA

i whr got so bad~
oh whatever. AHHHH
gonna peta mao :D

EH EH PETA ME ALSO ARH!
DUN JUST PETA HIM HOR.
I WAN 30 PETAS A DAY AGAAAIINN!

lol. no la. i nt tt greedy.
toopid kazuya luh. so inactive, then everytime peta him he sometimes nvr peta back.
so now i go peta tt retarded gay tt plays pupe Lucifer.
he so kind lor. i nvr peta him he also peta me T^T
im touched! LOL. ok whatever. enough dorama alr xD

im steeeeel trying to shake my ass to お別れの唄
and tryin' da figure out whatthehell did mao do.
haha. right, i totally lost it (: cos ..

I SAVED KANAME'S SUPPAAA COSPLAY PICTS/

hahahaha. eh.
WTF did i just do? suddenly change language bar -,-
aiya, gtg so baibai :D

2010-01-31T21:27:00.000+08:00

ちくしょう！

あ！
どして！！
君はひどいよね！私はあなたは大嫌い！
どして？！！パアアアアアアーとボオオオオオオ

あああ！殺せ殺せ！殺せ殺せ！
てめ！おのれ！ばかや労！

パンーチ！！！！

死ね！！！
死ね死ね死ね！！！

♥

2010-01-30T10:07:00.000+08:00

EVERYTHING HERE IS TOTALLY COPY AND PASTE
FOR MY AMEBA :D

-

おはようございます～

今日は、あ、違う。
昨日は、私は元気じゃない。
どして？だて・・・・

馴ちゃん！！！！

guess i'm gonna use english D:
(cry) yesterday we went for a hike. 10km.

i almost died. luckily 馴ちゃん was there
so everytime i see him, i'll get energetic again!

hahaha. when we gathered at 1330, 馴ちゃん was in the
canteen without his uniform. so i thought he isn't going
but who knows :D he changed and came too!
apparently he was eating lunch :)
boy, he runs so fast <3
i love him. HAHA.

boarded the bus to.. some weirdo place near vivo city i didnt know.
i thought 馴ちゃん was taking a different bus, because he didn't
come up. But then, when i look out of the window again, HE WASN'T
THERE! i panicked. and out of the blue... 馴ちゃん boarded the bus!
:3 i blushed so hard when he was standing next to me my face was
100% like a strawberry. ahhh~ thinking of that makes me blush!

reached that "ulu" place. for the first few kilometres, its not even a hike!
its more lik PT (physical training)! cos we were running and running till my legs
were jelly! WTF. and 馴ちゃん is still so cool :3
hiked and rest. hiked and rest. thats what we did.
but i did something more. LOOK AT 馴ちゃん.

(blush)

うん. everytime we stopped to cross the road, i looked for 馴ちゃん.
and sometimes when he caught me looking, he'll look back
chuuuu i think i'm the happiest girl in class now :D
sigh, right not now. cos' i can't see 馴ちゃん D:
i only have his picture in the year book D:

right, back to topic. at this one stop, where the scenery is so
nice that it's perfect for couples to take a picture there and do whatever
stuff they want there, 馴ちゃん placed his bag on the chair and went to
lean against the cement "fencing" well, idk what to call that but its
those things that circles around the perimeter to keep you from falling.
yeah. he leaned against it and the wind came.

i drooled and loved him more. he looks like a model (^з^)-☆Chu!!
うん～　馴ちゃん～ i love you. 　愛してる
then we took a picture with the other UG (uniform groups)
馴ちゃん～～ when we walked down the steps, he was still up there, looking
down :D i wonder what is he looking at
took a picture picked the rubbish, and then, it started to rain.
i opened my umbrella in time :D phew! i glanced at 馴ちゃん to
see if he is sheltered :3 smart guy, he ran into the shelter :D
but he doesn't have a umbrella nor poncho!
i didn't see him carrying a umbrella, or wearing a poncho!

walked and walked. i fell. the floor was too slippery.
i fell.
（泣）
idk if 馴ちゃん saw me D: but i don't want him to see me down!
its just so embarrassing!

(泣)

after the hike at 1830, the NCOs got pumped. (push-ups) i think.

“　PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE DON'T PUMP 馴ちゃん!
HE'S INNOCENT! NOOOOOOO! 馴ちゃん!
I'M SO SORRY! I'M SORRY I DIDN'T HELP IN ASKING THE OTHERS
TO WALK FASTER WHEN THEY DIDN'T LISTEN! PLEASE!
LET ME DO THE PUMPINGS FOR HIM! I CAN'T BARE TO SEE HIS
BEAUTIFUL HANDS GET SOILED! D:
NOOOOO! ”

yup. that was what i said inside my head to myself.
i almost went berserk （Ｔ＿Ｔ） i will never forgive myself if he's hands get hurt.

じゃ、i've gotta go bathe and then meet yanyan :D
bye.
馴ちゃん, i miss you D:
i passed by that place we first met and the memories came back.
memories of how i fell for you.

xoxo.

2010-01-28T21:39:00.000+08:00

heyhey hey!

yeah so today.. hmm..
right, english lesson tt time, some denish-shie denmark ppl came.
WTF la. TBC and chinese BABE also got come. then mr kwok extra -,- say we today so quiet.
DUUUUH. air con so cold. numb us alr. some more we got 'xing xiang' one ok!
dont think we dk how behave hor. hahahaha.

so yeah whateveeerr.
hmm.. idk what else to write -,-
oh yeah. tmr going for UG hike :D gonna be rockin' fun xD
but tmr got H.E. WTF. need see tt big boob teach -deskdesk-
HATE HER. shit, what do i do with th food -,-

646586 ♥

2010-01-27T16:52:00.000+08:00

252

YOU KIDDING ME?!!
DOES THIS DAY GET ANY BETTER??~!!!

~~cos i have a new crush. 646586 ♥~~
cos xwh molested a GUY (yeah well, he's gay -,-)
and went to have 'lunch' with dm. BANZAI.
so quiet sia. during recess, we were lik debating la
hahaha laugh until... siao (crazy). LOLOL. aft recess... kekeke... 646586~ <3
muahahahahahaha youdk whats tt~ LOL. nehnehni booboo xD nt telling ya xD
oh oh and you know, got FAT ppl running eh! i love th corner sit xD
hahahahaha.
then~~ aft 2 periods aft recess (lik..idk, lik around... 1205?
yeah. then i saw him again :3 646586 ♥
well, 2nd period aft recess bell ring tt time.
it was english. HAHAHA. RIS LOW.
we watched th video xD

ok ok whatever. im gonna explode. too embarassing alr.
everytime thinking of 646586.
aft sch, saw him again :3 LOL. outside th toilet! HAHAHAHA.
so embarrassing luh. i was lik so unglam -,- i was using my chin to support my bag
when he walk past -,- WTF.
ok ok whatever. walked to th station with ky and hupan.

FUCK. SO MANY COCKROACHES.

HAHAHAHA. my shoe damn dirty now -,- lazy wash and take out new ones.
cos friday have another hike (: so shoe will be dirty xD
then 'chiong-ed' (rushed) to get in th train. i lazy wait for another 6 mins -,-
and and and... GUESS WHAT.

I
.
SAW
.
BUN
.
NY
.
.
.
.
B U N N Y

!!! ahhhh! and th best part was he was carrying th guitar! his guitar! he plays th guitar :3
ahh. at lik 1 mth nt seeing, i.. i.. my bed gonna spoil alr. HAHAHAHA. i was jumping
just now xD too happy alr. but he didnt see meh D:
i was alr in th train when he came out of th next cabin and went up T^T
right, whatever.
gotta go :D
bye.

lovedrunk.

2010-01-24T18:08:00.003+08:00

あー

こんにちわみんな～
gonna write in english (:
lazy to switch the language bar xD
right, i'll post yesterday's dinner pictures in the next
post (: so i'm talking about it in this post (:
When saying their vows, my cousin was telling his wife,

"i will always return home to eat your home cooked dinner,
no matter how bad it tastes, how blend it is, i'll always return home"
and his wife said
"i will always treasure you, even if you'll become a old uncle with
a HUGE tummy"
hahahaha, at this point, my cousin was lik "WTFH?!?"
(:
alright. gonna upload the pictures :D so. wait for it!

-
i went back to the place we first met.

imissyou ♥

2010-01-23T14:14:00.000+08:00

afternoon (:
hahaha i just got back from my uncle's hse lik..idk what? 1hr ago?
yeah, abt thr la.

so today my cousin's gettin' married (:
hahahahahaha xD
so ytd went to his hse camp over night.
sleep sleep sleep. selpt at 2, woke up at 630, then slept and woke up at 8.
my bro was lik sleeping at my leg thr so i didnt know he's thr.
and thus i put my leg on him and kicked him cos' i thought he was a pillow.
its nt my bloody fault he cant sleep ytd.

sooooo. aiya. i lazy wirte everything. so i'll just sum it all up (:
marcus slept until 10 plus and came at abt 11.
he pat and "soso" my head as usual -.-
took picts with th MOST RETARDED LOOKING COUPLE
ever (: bcos i thought sheelia jie was standing next to tt retarded cousin of mine,
i nvr move in la. then he was lik
"eh siao zha bor. dun lik tt leh, stand so far! nt lik i nt related to u right?!"
wtf. call me siao zha bor -'-
yeah and aft taking picts, toopid dalton which is marcus bro, he say i look lik some maniac
when im wearing th mp3 -,- WTF.

hahahhaa ok. so marcus intro his gf to us (:
waseh, his gf damn damn...damn.. TOKKONG. wait.. PAIKIA.
ok la, idk what to say. cos she has lik a sleeve long tattoo one her hand!
my god. tonight at th dinner, thr will comfirm be alot of nagging one.
ah mou. whatever, i wan go sleep alr xD night (:

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ah, i bumped into u ytd. ♥

fker dot. stop acting smart.

2010-01-20T16:18:00.001+08:00

hey hey! afternoon :D
now im doing hmwk sia! so guai (: LOL. ok. puke blood.
chinese ;D suck xD officially. literally.
darn. stomach pain. LOL i go shit first.
k back.

morning i walked in th gates with ichiban :3
but man. he walk supaa slow sia. lik stroll in th park xD
but cnt blame him la. he removing his earpiece xD
ok i know i long alr got over him but still, he walk in front of me nice la~
lik got one wall in front of me (:
then wind blow i wont be cold xD got him block xD HAHAHAHA
i so bad, 利用他 XD
right. whatever. ~~MELVIN~~ no. th BOF SUCK.
*cnt say melvin, l8r lohmia kill me xD*

math, toopid shankari ask teach mdm chua ( is it?) to give more challenging ques.
WTFH. I MEAN LIK. IF U'RE SMART JUST DONT SHOW OFF.
and pls, ur blog SUCK. BIG TIME.
calling us idiots? PLS. u think u fat i scared is it?!
HUH. BHB.

so asshole sia. act. SMART SO WHAT.
IF U'RE SMART, U'LL BE AT R.I OR DUMAN HIGH ALR.
SO U'RE NT SMART. AT ALL.

muahahahahaha. oh yeah~ wtf. my bro playing with BK toy -.-
hahaaha. aiyo~ sian eh~ today ran 2.4km.
I NVR PREPAAARE. ok la have HAHA.
but this morning i dun feel lik running lor. ytd night i was super hyper. but morning v tired.
so timing was 18min plusplus. DANG. i disgraced npcc. worser than my last yr eh!
WTF. chest pain mah xD ppl old alr.
and yipin fainted eh! OMG! SHE LIK SO PALE EH!
of cos she will faint la, she sprint th last few m eh!
poor yipin.. tsktsktsk.

aiyooo. aiya. i forgot what i wnna say. oh yeah, aft recess, we usher sushi jiejie to her class eh!
USHER EH! LOL. she still so nt happy ): hahaha. she is. HAHAHAHAHA. nt happy, but SUPER HAPPY
i think. HAHAHAHA. i kok one mah.
history today got essay lor. wtf. got math some more eh. i will die one u know!

ahh! mou. gonna finish hmwk.
so yeah. buh bye~

ILY. MJ♥

2010-01-19T21:17:00.000+08:00

***** MJ is sooo nt michael jackson!

どーもどーもどーも～
はははは！どーもくんー

さて・・・みんな！こんばんわ！！

あー今日は、we went to the science lab 5 :D
hahaha, sudden change in language xD
first lab session this year (:
楽しかったですね！（笑）
あーつまらない～
あもう！画像をアップロドー

copper(II) sulphate (i think) to replace ink. キレイですねー

copper(II) sulphate + starch, in the visking tubing, in the boiling tube (:

After that, since we have nothing better to do, we poured iodine solution in.

It became like this! hahaha xD

ジャンジャンジャン！イマンちゃんのtubing です！
close up, close up.

beautiful キレイねええ～！

はははははは、じゃ、みんな、今、i'm gonna watch anime (: bye

RAAAWWRR

2010-01-19T16:13:00.000+08:00

yoho!
afternoon (:
waa, today, toopid form teacher sooooo.. retarded.

DUUUH.

she's andre "step" sister anw!
DUUUHHH. she's sooo ugly luh. look lik retarded some more.
then she change our seats. WTF.

everyone complain so what. MY PROB? im nt th teacher whad. so idc.
whatever! then shankari action again.
SHUUUTT UUUPPP!.
hahhahaha my god. i love it when she gets angry. she look lik pig sia.
HAHAHAHA. HATE HER. haolian.
then bixuan extra la, tell shankari she agree with her. extra bimbo. fuck ya man.
see ur face alr want slap and use knife slash slash slash until ur retarded mother cnt recognise u.
Yes. ugly fucker. fuck u luh. act cool buay cool, love weilun all u wan. but wtf, look at him during
recess ONLY. nt in class. cos when u look his way, ur also looking MY way.
SO BODOH, WHENEVER I SEE UR FACE, MAN. IM GONNA SLAP IT.

RETARDED.

aft sch, in hall. ok aft assembly la.
toopid ms quek form teach dun wan give sch mag.
i tell u, delay one more min and i'll kill u for nt letting me have th mag and looking at him >:B
and wtf. i changing place with kenny. FUCK YOU.
i rather sit when th BOF member than at tt row of retardeds. and th place whr kenny sat.
who knows how many times he farted thr and shit thr.

MAN. whatever. pekchek alr.
so gonna end here (: so long fuckers!

hatred.

2010-01-18T22:05:00.000+08:00

246; hatred.
evening! nice no. leh! 246. hah th no. of posts.
haha (: damn my dad changed car.
ok luh, stupid audi say by 22 will come, but now still have come, so give him some shitty car.

yeah. some supaaaar old old old dirty subaru.
SERIOUSLY MAN. you sit tt car you'll see pigs fly.
guess whos th pig?

ME.

LOL. really. th car lik sooo light! lik flying lik tt.
oh and th worse is...

THE WHOLE CAR IS COVERED IN ONE LAYER OF DUST.
AND THRS A ~~BIIIIGGG~~ HUGE BIRD POOP.

my god. worser than my dad's car man.
im starting to miss th old buddy alr ):

haha alright, enough of th bad stuff (:
aiya, i lazy post anymore stuff -,-

k before i go, im happy to annouce tt....
erm.. ps. STM STM xD

oh yeah, im going into th campcraft comp!
oh yeah~ LOL. actually nth really major -,- actually i dun even wanna go luh k!
LOL. but jiahui mam ask me join /facepalm.
ok u guy might be thinking "wtf? so, my prob?" yes, ur prob.
cos now also got training on mon and tues. so pei me stay back xD HAHAHA.

un un. but good la. she say can be excused from wearing full-u. and drills ;p
gosh this talk is getting me all excited! LOL. k random!
hmm.. hmwk, gotta find tent images. then print. cos we gonna use poles and ~~sanitary pad~~
ponchos to pitch th tent. yeah so its nt th regular 6 man tent. ok la, i think i say as if i know
wtbh how to pitch a tent. fuck. HAHAHAHA.
k soo. i kinda lik.. gotta go now (: to whr? to.. mao land (:
LOL. why does my hair smell lik coconut and sugarcane? WTF. k luh.
im going now~~ LOL. k la, online on msn but dead in blog. so anything msg or plurk meh ;D

baibai!!

2010-01-17T21:54:00.000+08:00

245

hey hey hey!
naw, now.. idk. im still thinking abt tt cute guy.
LOL. duuuhh. im a girl.

shit. fk my brain. fantasizing abt tt cute guy and his hair. WTF. but its gtreat to know tt its working xD

right, so he's his cute guy.. at esprit.. working thr..
WITH THIS SUPEEEERR COOOOOL HAIR-DO.

yeah. its lik straight reborned at th edge and natural at th top, then th edges is zigzag! And th best is... He's cute :3 LOL.

rockin' eh? th hairstyle~ lol. pardon all th spaces.
i got used to posting in ameba. LOL.
ahh! information overloaaaad!!

:3 still thinking.. of him.. and him.. and him..
ok no l. just 2 guys only >:3.
DUUUUHHH. lik i said, im a G I R L.
a v boy crazy one (:

AND IM PROUD OF IT :D

oh yeah. oh yeah oh yeah.
i think i should draw a cute guy using this cute guy's hair style >:D
and im nt telling u who im thinking of besides him >:D
HAHAHAHA. ok im so thicked skinned.
yeah well.

school sucks.
2nd home? PUUUHH LEASE!
It doesnt have a comfy bed, your closet,
Your clothes, Your pillow, your towel.
All it has is stinking math formulars and
freaking pop/surprise quiz tt makes your brain EXPLODE.

ok idk why we're suddenly talking abt sleep in plurk but.. i'll be honest and confess (:

- i talk in my sleep.
- i drool when i have good dreams
- i cry/laugh/whatever shit in my dreams.
- im such a glutton i dream of mc donalds.
- i roll down my bed.
- i'll wake up stunt tio in th middle of th night.
- i wake up, sleep back, trying to continue th dream.

see, im honest.
i said it out. LOL. k. i gotta go. sleep. LOL no. nt really. i gotta finish th mukuro (:
so yeah. night.

2010-01-17T00:59:00.000+08:00

yeah. update th settings.
now it th new blogger settings im using~ updated. nt dead for th time being.

darn it im tired.
too many typos!!

oh yeah. th link.
http://taintedworld.net/forum/viewtopic.php?f=75&p=238238#p238238

wow. th same as ameba. ask for access first. LOL.
k i think i might get used to this. xD

oh and if u're wondering whats tt.
its a download link for japanese software for SE phones.
But its in RAR file.

darn. my eyes are really closing. die.
ok ok so i'll end this with a...

I LOVE YOU.

hahaha to.. ehem. this guy *draws heart on th floor with toes*
erm.. (blush)
(: *smile*

Sleep.

2010-01-17T00:40:00.003+08:00

ARRGGHHH.

Im tired.
But i cnt sleep.
wait. i can! LOL. i finished th skin alr! 万歳！

レィチェル万歳！

（笑）

今は、楽しです～
あ～あぁもういいや寝ちゃお寝ちゃお寝ちゃお―っ！「そう！寝ちゃお～」

あー神様お願い二人だけのDream Time下さいー
お気に入りのうさちゃん抱いて今夜もおやすみ。

i said it all.
LOL. actually i just used Fuwa fuwa time's lyrics to express myself.

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i ♥ you. i (H) you.
WHY. why.
I keep thinking of you.
Why. Did you come and make me fall for you.
Why. Why.

You could have chose to sit some where else to sleep.
But you chose the spot in front, right in front of me,
at my face. And slept in front of me.
Making me look at you.
Melting my heart.
I LOVE YOU.
You burnt a fire in my heart.
You made me love you. You made me have a crush.
Though i can't have you.

愛してるー
I love you.

wait. i dont love you anymore.
i love someone else. so stop popping into my mind.

Or is it i just cant let go of you?

2010-01-16T18:41:00.001+08:00

242 hey hey! yeah so updating.
(:

sushi jiejie gave me her opinion (:
so i changed skin. haha

shit. forgot to take th links! ps.
l8r then update again

2010-01-11T16:21:00.003+08:00

241.
LOL. blog dead, tagboard also dead.
ok la till now. 10.
mengli jie jie spam me xD
HAHAHAHA.
No la. i now update ok.
today, sibeh sian. ah, everyday also lik tt one xD

now doing chi online hmwk. SEE! SO GUAI!
LOL. no la. i just dun wan go dc stare at th wall lik dummy.
HAHAH

sigh. toopid hmwk.
zzz. got compo some more! o.o shit. i forgot.
HAHAAHA
i so kok.
went to kfc aft sch today (:
freaking/. this keyboard so hard to type F3

hmm.. see la, i forgot what to say.
so i'll end here till i got mood update blogger (:

so anything just leave me a msg (:
and visit my ameba xD
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I (H) you.
I keep thinking of you.
Why. Did you...

BLOODY IDIOT SLEEP IN FRONT OF ME TT DAT
AND MAKE ME HAVE A CRUSH ON YOU NOW.

2010-01-03T15:38:00.003+08:00

240th post.
guess i cant leave this blog to die YET.

so yeah. tmr got sch. im dead. i nvr do math and chinese.
well, computer and news related all nvr do.

ahhh! lazy update alr. now go ameba.
so yeah.

http://ameblo.jp/th--madness

;D

2009-12-28T17:08:00.001+08:00

(: DMC!!
殺せ殺せ！殺せ殺せ！
殺害せよ殺害せよ！殺害せよ殺害せよ！

WOOO!
oh yeah baby! BAM!

2009-12-26T21:20:00.002+08:00

HEY HEY!
right, i guess i have seriously nooo mood to update this blog of mine (:
so, for more updates, visit my ameba ;D

http://ameblo.jp/th--madness

but still, yall can tag and i'll still reply (:
maybe i'll use loudtwitter and posts my tweets here xD
jaa, guess its.. BLOGS DEAD.

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my jap sucks. so everything i wrote in ameba might nt be totally correct.
i translated some too. -deskdesk- FAIL.

2009-12-16T18:44:00.002+08:00

hey hey!
went to ky's ytd.
lots of fun (: she's such a great teacher ;D

yanyan! im soooo sorry i gotta make u watse 2 hrs of ur time to pei me collect my cd!
kaiyin! im so soo sorry i was so late! im sooo sorry u were bored!

yeah.
abt tt. T^T SORRY!
so i got my cd. renai and one way.
nice :3
right. update till here only. bye ppl. gotta go update ameba (: *and peta keito-kun *

-deskdeskdesk-

2009-12-14T23:13:00.002+08:00

-deskdeskdesk-
waa, i lik this phrase man.
-deskdeskdesk-

LOL. ok ok. hahahahaha i cant stop repeating -deskdeskdesk- in my head xD
-deskdeskdesk-
oh yeah oh yeah~ tmr going to ky's hse (:
oh wait, is it today? ... hahahahahaha wrong timing. still in japan time xD
damn soo exciting (:
tmr gonna get my precious SID album renai and one way T^T *tears of joy*

マオにゃん！！！がんばってねええええええー！！！
シド最高！！
わたし最愛マオにゃん！！
マオにゃん！君が最高です！！！！！

*faints* ok. idk if what i wrote is phrased correctly la!
hahahahahaha~ these few days i have alot of peta (footprints) wor *p*
LOL. suddenly soo many peta. scary sia.
but most is lik 12 december. with kazuya in it~~~ *dies, drools, nosebleed*

kazuya kawaii desho!

eh? stupid ren nvr peta me back F3
come! i'll go spam him! wakakakakakakakakaka!!!
right. -deskdeskdesk- im lik following ryuuji by putting my ameba blog titles in numbers luh.
gomene ryuuji kun!
-deskdeskdesk- right, gonna advertise my freaking ameba blog now (:

http://ameblo.jp/th--madness

well, its in jap luh. but mostly i wrote in english. LOL. cos my jap FAIL~~
so badly. T^T

yeah, ytd went to body world.. body works.. whatever la!
damn nice (: ok nice as in nt th *ehem* porno parts lik th penis and th vagina nice.
th exhibit nice. and *o* th lungs of a smoker~
i rush to read eh! cos my darling mao is a smoker! )x
they said smoking will reduce ur lifespan by 7-14 years!
omg. i gotta write a letter to mao.
alright then, jaa, matte ne!

deskdeskdesk.

2009-12-09T15:09:00.003+08:00

moshi moshi!

LOL. ok tt was random. and lame.
right. i think i wont leave this blog to die. YET.
hahahahaha. having too much fun on ameba tt im too lazy to update.
*cos i think updating ameba is more fun xD*

right, so ytd went to hmm.. how to say..
my grand-aunt house. yeah. guess so.
went thr to play with mah cousin teaddius.
yeah i know, such a tedious name xD
pronounced as thea-dius. so tee-dius.
so we just call him tititu. hahaha. LMAO.

hmm.. he's damn fat. yeah. tts one thing.
lunch we went to parkway~~
and he fell asleep on th way back.
aft lik 30 mins l8r (at home), i heard "piack piack.. uuunnn...waa!"
yeah, he came crawling outta th room. LOL
smart ass. then he can change tv channels somemore wor!
then he still clap -.- i love his fats.
too fat until i bite or tickle him also no feeling one.

so went back shortly aft.
went to AMK hub. to buy game luh. duh.
bought RAYMAN!!
oh yeah baby! RAYMAN RAVING RABBIDS!! GO HOME!!
LOL. nice title. wanted to buy tekken 6. but need psp ver 6.1.
i havent update, and my dad say scarly cnt update.
but mine i nvr modify can! my bro modified his and his still can update!
so whatever. went back without buying tekken 6. freak.
while i was looking at tekken 6, one freaking guy hit me can!
its unforgivable. even though hes a cutie!

Singapore buyers lor!
Persona english version got box, i buy th japan ver no box!
fuck them.

dang. went back home updated my psp. can update. see? what i told u???!!
now i cnt play my precious tekken.
dang. oh alright, go update my ameba alr. so shoo. scram. LOL

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my bro bought grand theif auto. darn vulgar,
but its NC16. so its expected.
"whatthefuck are you doing here?"
"getthefuck into the car this fuckinginstance!"
super. polluted.

The worst translations EVER

2009-11-26T16:54:00.001+08:00

ok, lets make it clear.

BING MIRCOSOFT TRANSLATOR IS TH WORST
TRANSLATOR EVER EVER EVER

hahaha so colourful hor xD
back to topic.
YESS. its th worst.

cos' i got bored and went to translate my ameba blog.
hahaha i tell u, th results is puke blood man.

「Rach's Corner」
よろしく。

This is translated into :
"Travel's corner"
my best regards.

WHAT KIND OF NONSENCE??!!
worst :

どもう！
私Rachelさんです。
私シンがポール人です。
よろしく　お願いします～

is translated into :
It is!
Is my Rachel says.
私シン is Paul people.
-Thanks

wtf?!!!

私の英国の文書によるブログ
単に言う、私のブログ（･ε･)

is translated to :
Written in Britain my blog
I simply say the blog (and ε-)

ねえ！
ウエブカレ！
たのしね～
私がカレ、相葉駿ですね～
可愛いー
みんあ、do join too!
じゃ、おやすみ。

its translated to :
Isn't it!
ウエブカレ!
I たのし-
I care, AIBA Hayao I-
Lovely?
Oh everyone, do join too!
Take a it, and rest.

huh, worst ever.

mao's talents.

2009-11-23T15:51:00.003+08:00

right, i wish u guys could laugh ur guts out lik me.
so lets start with th first few posts before he uploads th pictures.

"My lyrics composing work isn't progressing, so I stopped for now.
And decided to draw a picture for leisure.
This time, I received countless requests for.
"Sazae-san."
It's a little too easy ne.
Up to this point, the best thing I've drawn is most probably Donald, so.
I wonder if I can surpass that?
Rettsu torai. "
-- 9:16 PM

"Oh no.. It looks suーーper like her.
Even now, she looks energetic, as if she's ready to get mad at Katsuo-kun.
Well then, everyone, please imagine Sazae-san..."
--9:25PM
Sazae-san. They're alike right down to the details ne.
--9:30PM

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PFFFT. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ARE U LAUGHING?!!!
_____________________________________

"Does it look that alike?
It does afterall ne!!

I'm the sort of kid who improves when praised,
so I may draw one more picture of something else."
--9:37PM

"Done. I may have outdone myself.
"Doraemon".
It's not just the face, I drew his body too.
Alright, everyone, try to imagine Doraemon."
--10:03PM

"Doraemon. kawaii!"
--10:13PM

______________________

HAHAHAH omg i really cnt take it anymore! LOLOLOL!
hahahah comments say it looked lik it has rabbies!
________________________

"Uwa~ Soー many footprints♪
Does that mean it's closer to the real thing than Sazae-san?
I had more confidence in Sazae-san, though...
U~n"
--10:34PM

AFA 09 [2009-11-21 - 2009-11-22]

2009-11-23T10:28:00.003+08:00

morning.
im seriously depressed. really depressed. i might as well go see a therapist.
but still.. *cries* KANAME !!!
i miss him TT^TT my new darling T^T.

[saturday 2009-11-21]
right, so i went to suntec at lik 1030?
yeah. so i went to find ky, mengli jie jie and yanyan ;D jamie joined us l8r.
so i got th free ticket~
FREE ok! i still 12 mah~ LOL
then went in walk walk and ofcos, ehem.
i go see guys luh ._. (blush)
duh. if dun see guys see girls meh? i nt les ok!
got a super big bag, but super empty. haha
then~ aft walk walk, we go th
Mamoru Hosoda Summer Wars Prevoew/Talk Session.
th guy tt made "the girl who lept through time"
then when we walked out, saw ikuto cosplayer :D
took a pict with him to make kimberly jealous xD
and when we were outta th hall, saw inuyasha
but to busy buying things inuyasha ran away xD
then~ it was
so boring we decided to go eat lunch xD
ate magi mee outside starbucks at citilink (:
chiong-ed back to watch
Regional Cosplay Championships.
oh yeah, i rmb-ed i bumped into some guy tt happened to be
th cosplay competition judge. man he was tall.
(cos i was at his BARE chest when i bumped into him)
rite, then we watched th show lor.
Philipines one super nice. BEST. I LOVE IT.
then 2 fucking guys sitting behind us keep say fuck can.
damn annoying la. soo.. 1325 lik tt i go out find jamie.
then we came back into th hall.
boy, and when i heard tt judge tt i bumped into talk.. *nosebleed*
i fell head over heels with him~ *eyes shining lik stars*
i told menglik jiejie tt he was hot then she so bad lor.
she just open he mouth big big with no comments -.-"
rite, whatever.
so aft tt, continued to walk walk.
so skip th walk walk part k.
aft tt, ky, mengli and yanyan go otaku hse while me and jamie stayed behind.
took alot of damn pictures.
boy, took a pict with one of th vampire knight (i think) zero cosplayer.
boy, he was hot. can see his body luh. nvr wear shirt, wear coat oni *drools*
he adjusted his weapon while i waited for him (:
then he v funny lor. i was lik standing at his right, then he was lik
"eh... erm.. i stand on ur right.. l8r i pose then i shoot th air, nt shoot u"
ahaha funny guy (:
took a pict with a guy posing as a girl.
ok i mean no offence or anything but..

jamie's photo taking skills are waaaaaayyyy worser than mine.
she use one hand tak, blur blur, worse thing is
when i stand with tt guy (posing as a girl) and his friend, she dun even
know how to lik move to one side so can take everything.
she nvr even tell me i was blocking th other person
and when i got back my camera, man, damn ugly can,
its lik i have some head extension lik tt luh.

right, back to topic.
aft talking alot of picts, we went down
and took more xD
called ky when we were done (:
but they so bad lor TT^TT pangseh me T^T
i so sad TT^TT *cries*
hahahahaha ok la. its th past, so i wun take it to heart
even though im a lil' sad (:
stayed over at jamie's then

[sunday 2009-11-22]
went to queue at lik 9am.
alr alot of ppl lor. sitting at th entrance (for those who bought th 2 day pass)
then queue up 3 rows of ppl.
by th time we went in it was 1015.
walk walk, then i went to th wall thr draw :D
i drew 2 picts (: one of them was EPIC FAIL.
aft tt, we walked again.
then went for kaname pannel session :D
th cosplay judge :D
omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg.
he went as cloud strife!! *nosebleed + drool*
omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg.
i took suuuper lots of picts of him :D
chop places for jamie and her friend who just came.
ahh kaname~~~
he funny lor he :D
he said thrs this time he woke up still half asleep,
he used his facial wash as his toothpaste xD
same as mao! except mao used toothpaste as facial wash xD
ah, isn't he perfect~?
he also said th sun rises late here, then when he woke up
he thought he pverslept cos it was dark and it was 0620
and he thought it was evening alr xD hahaha he amuses me (:
then he talked abt how to put make up, how to mantain ur hair
(by using those eye lid glue -.- and anything tt isnt related to hair)
and he does most of his own costumes!
omg. he really is perfect.
then got th is fan asked him how does he manage his $
and what does he do when he's nt cosplaying~
he worked at his family business as a consultant
consultant eh! and also got work at an internet cafe :D
man i want him to serve me at th cafe man!
hahahaha he said we can come visit him when he in jap :D
stupid translator talk so monotonous, i cnt hear th address!
then they said he will be walking around th hall and bam!
i rushed out, walked/circled th hall lik idk how many millions time
looking for him. then i heard fans screaming
"kaname kaname!"
i run thr. literally. RUN.
but darn. i think he went for his CLOSED PANNEL SESSION TT^TT
KANAME~!!! AIDU~~or is it ADIU~~
so whatever, went to jamie's hse without my darling kaname pict T^T
i went emo.
i just wanted to end my life!
no la nt tt serious. but really. i was damn sad. i dun think mao can even cheer me up ):
mayb he can but. i still miss kaname T^T
*cries*
went back to th wall.
so many new picts (:
someone drew yui (th one on th event guide)!
super nice :D
then went for k-on thing.
but no video or camera recording is allowed F3.
so nvr watch. but still can hear luh. micro phone so loud.

went back, had bbq at jamie's hse.
slept at her hse again and now here i am.
depressed. saddened. heartbroken. half dead
without kaname.

with tt, i gotta search for kaname and stalk him online.
ka-na-me~

<3

2009-11-14T15:22:00.006+08:00

oh yeah.

i dreamt.. ok no.
nightmare ytd.
nightmare as in really nightmare as in th dreams nt th band Nightmare.
LOL.

seriously man.
scary!! nonono la xD
is just tt.. hmm.. i rmb-ed i sweared and curse bcos i was drunk or something.
then i hit th wall..
then one fat assed dude just sumo slammed me!

th next thing i knew, more fat dudes were sumo slamming me.
just bcos i called them babusengs xD
hahahahahaha results of being racist huh~~
but but but...
ofcos it hurt (in th dreams luh)
then.. all of a sudden...

dangdangdangdangdang! (superman theme song pls (:)

and mao 'B' dashed over to me x3
and then, i woke up.
and i shed tears u know!
maonyan! my hero! *faints*

SUMMING IT UP ;D
DREAMS OF~~~

mao -- 3 times!
bunny -- 1 time ;D
mizogata -- none T^T

yeah. mao win :D
with my ice-cream dream whr aki, me and him were eating ice-cream~
he eating strawberry ice-cream~~ feeding me~ (blush) aha~n.
and then thr's th he holds my hand dream and this dream x3

oh yeah, and i officially dump my thoughts of ichiban :D
nvr think of him alr.
he's history. lik ehem*.
so now.. its just.. BUNNY T^T
tt day went pay $ for tuition nvr see him T^T.
bunny~ i saw his golden adidas shoes just now!
i want eh~~
___________________

i totally can imagine how mao looks lik when he said

"your hand's so smooth... ufufufu"

confirm perv face.
confirm covering his mouth.
confirm thinking tt "if i say this, i just wear sunglasses"
confirm laughing at himself.

haha i so understanding hor xD

here. but. its somewhr in th middle.
his sub is in pink.
u hear one perv low low voice is him alr xD